Lyrics
I try to tread on air and vision
I attempt to navigate with a sense of lightness and foresight
But you succumb to false delusion
But you yield to untrue beliefs or perceptions
I deserve this
I believe I deserve the current situation
Because I've earned it
Because I have rightfully achieved it
No matter where I turn
No matter where I look, I sense like an imposter
I feel like the imposter
You can not relate
You cannot understand or share my experiences
I used to medicate
I used to use substances as a form of escape
The wrong escape
A misguided attempt to avoid my guilt and shame
From my guilt and shame
From my own feelings of wrongdoing and disgrace
I was on my own
I was alone
I had no home
I had no place to call home
But you wouldn't know
But you wouldn't understand because we are fundamentally different
'Cause we are not the same
One day you'll see
Eventually, you will realize
That you are not like me
That you are not similar to me
One day you'll see
One day you'll acknowledge
That you are not like me
That you and I are distinct
I was looking for a way out
I was seeking an escape
You held the past over my head
You used my past against me
You lost sight
You lost perspective
I'm still losing sleep
I still struggle with insomnia
That's not the only difference between you and me
That's not the sole distinction between us
You can not relate
You cannot understand or share my experiences
I used to medicate
I used to use substances as a form of escape
The wrong escape
A misguided attempt to avoid my guilt and shame
From my guilt and shame
From my own feelings of wrongdoing and disgrace
I was on my own
I was alone
I had no home
I had no place to call home
But you wouldn't know
But you wouldn't understand because we are fundamentally different
'Cause we are not the same
One day you'll see
Eventually, you will realize
You're not like me
You are not similar to me
You can't relate
You can't understand or share my experiences
One day you'll see
One day you'll acknowledge
You can not relate
You cannot understand or share my experiences
I used to medicate
I used to use substances as a form of escape
The wrong escape
A misguided attempt to avoid my guilt and shame
From my guilt and shame
From my own feelings of wrongdoing and disgrace
I was on my own
I was alone
I had no home
I had no place to call home
But you wouldn't know
But you wouldn't understand because we are fundamentally different
'Cause we are not the same
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