Lyrics
So here I am again
Reflecting on returning to a familiar situation or relationship.
Time after time I find myself here
Expressing a recurring pattern of finding oneself in the same place.
Picking up the broken pieces of us
Trying to mend the damage in the relationship.
So tell me, how do I fight this?
Questioning how to confront the challenges faced in the relationship.
When I know you're my favorite kind of wrong
Acknowledging the partner's flaws but still drawn to them.
You're killing me but I just cant get enough
Feeling the destructive impact of the relationship but unable to resist.
Now here we are
Arriving at a point in the relationship.
Two fragile hearts
Describing vulnerability in both individuals involved.
We try to fix ourselves, but we always fall apart
Attempts at self-improvement consistently lead to failure.
Our story's over
Declaring the end of their shared narrative.
Just get out of my head
Requesting the partner to leave the mind and thoughts.
Cuz if I'm with you, I'll end up dead
Fearing the consequences of being with the partner.
I can't push you away
Expressing difficulty in distancing oneself emotionally.
I feel all the worst kinds of hate
Feeling intense negative emotions despite the attempt to push away.
But you still plague my mind
Despite negative feelings, the partner occupies thoughts.
Now it's just rage I feel inside
Transforming feelings into anger and frustration.
Why can't I let you go?
Struggling to move on from the partner.
You are the only hell I know
Acknowledging that the partner is the source of turmoil.
I'm so afraid that once you're gone
Fearing emotional numbness after the partner's departure.
I won't feel anything at all
Anticipating a lack of emotional response once separated.
Now here we are
Reiteration of the current state in the relationship.
Two fragile hearts
Repeating the vulnerability and failed attempts at improvement.
We try to fix ourselves, but we always fall apart
Emphasizing the continuous cycle of falling apart.
Our story's over
Reaffirming the conclusion of their shared story.
Just get out of my head
Restating the need for the partner to leave the mind.
Cuz of I'm with you, I'll end up dead
Reiterating the fear of negative consequences with the partner.
So here we are... (So here we are)
Acknowledging the present situation in the relationship.
Two fragile hearts (Two fragile hearts)
Repeating the fragility of both hearts involved.
We try to fix ourselves, but we always fall apart
Emphasizing the ongoing struggle to fix the relationship.
Wont take your hand (Take your hand)
Rejecting the partner's influence and refusing assistance.
I know you're poison (I know you're poison)
Acknowledging the toxic nature of the partner.
With you, I'll end up dead
Reaffirming the belief that being with the partner will lead to negative consequences.
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