Lyrics
I can't help but wondering about all
I am constantly pondering about everything
The stupid things I've done
Reflecting on the foolish actions I've committed
When I'm on my own with
When I am alone without anyone else influencing me
Nobody else to follow me
Without someone else to guide or follow
Why, I still stand myself
Questioning why I still accept myself when I've made mistakes
When I've done wrong?
Expressing self-doubt and questioning one's actions
Someone call, call me anything
Willing to accept any name or label from others
I can make it true just for fun
Capable of turning untruths into reality just for amusement
And still take a lot
Despite this, still experiencing considerable challenges
Baby you're in this mountain of lies
Addressing someone as being part of a deceptive situation
I've never said anything conjure about
Never making false claims or statements
So impressed, nothing will make it stop
Impressed by something, yet nothing can halt it
It'll always rise above and we all
Continuously rising above challenges with resilience
Cause this hurts still the best around
Acknowledging that the pain is still the most intense
Begone i'm not welcome here anymore
Feeling unwelcome and choosing to depart
I could afford
Having the means or ability to do something
I always pushed you away when
Consistently pushing someone away when they attempt to open up emotionally
You tried to open up
Difficulty in witnessing someone with another person
Can't stand to see you with him
Experiencing jealousy even in dreams
Even just in a dream
Questioning the persistent feelings of jealousy
Why always this jealousy? I'm so sick with it
Expressing frustration and exhaustion with jealousy
Why do I let this mess me around?
Wondering why one allows these emotions to impact them
Such a waste of time
Recognizing the wasteful nature of dwelling on these emotions
Why do I wanna make myself like that?
Questioning the motivation behind self-destructive behavior
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