Lyrics
On any other normal day
Reflecting on a typical day
Before I sleep I'd bow and pray
Engaging in prayer before bedtime
But Today don't look the same
Noticing a change in the current day
No Today don't look the same
Emphasizing the altered nature of today
And it's so like me to hide my feelings
Tendency to conceal emotions
Don't think you'd care so I'll conceal it
Believing others won't care, leading to concealment
I'll sleep em all away
Seeking solace in sleep to escape emotions
but in the morning when I wake
Reflecting on emotions upon waking up
I feel the same I did before
Experiencing unchanged feelings
there's empty bottles on the floor
Noticing empty bottles as a sign of struggles
Im drowning and there's nothing left to say
Feeling overwhelmed with nothing to express
I could tell you I was tired from my job
Considering excuses for emotional state
And I fell asleep too early or I simply just forgot
Describing reasons for falling asleep early
I should tell you that I just don't care
Expressing a lack of concern or care
And wonder if you're even there
Questioning the presence of someone important
I could lie and list a thousand reasons
Contemplating dishonesty and avoidance
But tonight I didn't talk to Jesus
Admitting not communicating with a higher power
And I could try to tell you something
Attempting to communicate something meaningful
But all my words amount to nothing
Acknowledging the inadequacy of words
and why should I pretend I care
Questioning the need to feign concern
Cus I know you can tell I'm bluffing
Recognizing the transparency of bluffing
And all my friends
Highlighting a lack of understanding from friends
Don't get the way I am
Friends advising trust in a higher plan
They tell me trust His plan
Expressing uncertainty despite advice
Oh God but in the end
Reiterating unchanged feelings
I feel the same I did before
Experiencing a persistent emotional state
there's empty bottles on the floor
Observing remnants of struggles (empty bottles)
Im drowning and there's nothing left to say
Feeling overwhelmed without words
I could tell you I was tired from my job
Repeating excuses for emotional state
And I fell asleep too early or I simply just forgot
Reiterating reasons for falling asleep early
I should tell you that I just don't care
Emphasizing a lack of concern or care
And wonder if you're even there
Questioning the presence of someone important
I could lie and list a thousand reasons
Contemplating dishonesty and avoidance again
But tonight I didn't talk to Jesus
Reiterating not communicating with a higher power
I could tell you I was tired from my job
Repeating excuses for emotional state once more
And I fell asleep too early or I simply just forgot
Reiterating reasons for falling asleep early again
I should tell you that I just don't care
Emphasizing a lack of concern or care again
And wonder if you're even there
Questioning the presence of someone important again
I could lie and list a thousand reasons
Contemplating dishonesty and avoidance again
But tonight I didn't talk to Jesus
Reiterating not communicating with a higher power again
I'm not alright, I need to talk to Jesus
Expressing a state of distress and a need for spiritual guidance
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