Coming Home
Lost in Struggle: Battling Inner Demons Away from Home
Lyrics
I feel snowed under
Feeling overwhelmed or burdened
And like I've lost my tongue
Experiencing a sense of speechlessness or inability to express oneself
But I just wonder if it's all worse when I'm drinking way too much
Contemplating whether problems intensify when consuming excessive alcohol
Life described as a rollercoaster with challenges rooted in one's blood
'Cause there's something in my blood
Implicit reference to internal struggles or conflicts
But I just wonder will the war wage on when there's nowhere left to
Questioning if internal conflicts persist when there's no escape
Run away from all the demons I can't tame
Desire to escape from inner demons that are hard to control
Or fall to shit when I am sinking
Fear of things falling apart during challenging times
Think I've fallen short and let myself go in over my head
Feeling inadequate and overwhelmed by the challenges
I'm just a fool inside my mind
Acknowledging a sense of foolishness within one's thoughts
Can't escape the walls I built too high when I was low
Difficulty overcoming self-imposed barriers established during low points
So I'm not coming home
Decision not to return home, possibly metaphorical for avoiding personal struggles
When it's all over
Contemplating the aftermath of challenges
Can I come back again
Questioning the possibility of returning to a previous state
Cause the way I feel in the present moment is one I don't want to
Expressing a desire to avoid reliving current emotional states
End again in the time that I have left
Reflecting on the limited time left and the need to avoid negative experiences
Just thrown my life away and now I'm sinking
Regret over life choices and sinking into difficulties
Think I've fallen short and let myself go in over my head
Reiteration of feeling overwhelmed and letting oneself down
I'm just a fool inside my mind
Acknowledging internal struggles and feeling foolish within the mind
Can't escape the walls I built too high when I was low
Reiteration of challenges in overcoming self-imposed barriers
So I'm not coming home
Reaffirmation of the decision not to return home
And I've seen this all before
Recognition of familiarity with the current situation
So I can't lay down no more
Resisting the urge to surrender or give up
And I look at my reflection as I'm crashing overboard
Examining oneself as challenges intensify
And I've seen this all before
Reiteration of experiencing similar challenges before
Think I've fallen short and let myself go in over my head
Acknowledging personal shortcomings and feeling overwhelmed
I'm just a fool inside my mind
Reiteration of feeling like a fool within one's thoughts
Can't escape the walls I built too high when I was low
Reiteration of challenges in overcoming self-imposed barriers
So I'm not coming home
Final declaration of not returning home
I'm not coming home
Confirmation of the decision not to return home
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