Lyrics
It's all been arranged
Expressing a sense that everything has been planned or organized in advance.
The pain was by design
Suggesting that the pain experienced was intentional and part of a deliberate plan.
The question remains
Presenting an unresolved question or uncertainty about the origin of the pain.
Was it yours or was it mine
Pondering whether the pain belongs to the speaker or someone else.
Dear future me sorry for the crap you gotta see
Apologizing to the future self for the unpleasant experiences that lie ahead.
I had hoped I woulda found the most beautiful girl
Expressing a desire to find a beautiful partner, but it hasn't happened as expected.
All the money in the world
Contrasting the aspiration for wealth with the current preference for pain and misery.
But instead I'm into pain and misery
Acknowledging a deviation from the ideal path towards suffering and unhappiness.
I find myself hoping that I'll get carried through
Expressing a hope for assistance or support in overcoming challenges.
I don't think that it'll be by you
Doubting that the needed help will come from the present situation or circumstances.
Dear future me I wish you didn't have to be
Wishing the future self didn't have to bear the consequences of the speaker's actions.
Beating yourself up over all the bad I've done for me
Feeling regret for the negative impact and self-inflicted harm caused in the past.
Living alone
Describing a state of living in solitude without companionship.
Nobody for your own
Highlighting the absence of personal connections and relationships.
A sickness of past that leaves you all alone
Referring to a lingering illness or emotional pain from the past, leading to isolation.
Dear future me I wish you didn't have to be
Repeating the wish that the future self doesn't have to struggle and suffer.
Struggling for your life
Acknowledging a current or anticipated struggle for survival.
For your life
Repeating the emphasis on the struggle for one's life.
The sun sets on this little high
Describing the end of a positive phase or moment, suggesting a decline.
The dream was meant to die
Expressing the realization that a dream was meant to fail or be unattainable.
I move on without knowing why
Continuing to move forward in life despite not understanding the reasons.
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Repeatedly emphasizing the act of moving forward without a clear understanding of why.
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-I move on without knowing why
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-I move on without knowing why
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-I move on without knowing why
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-I move on without knowing why
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-I move on without knowing why
Concluding with the repetition of the theme of moving on without a clear purpose.
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