Lyrics
Oh god, I've done it again
Expressing regret for repeating a mistake
I spent the money that I couldn't spend
Spent money recklessly, exceeding financial capacity
Gotta make it by 10 a.m
Feeling pressured to achieve something by 10 a.m.
Or I'll live with my mama again
Fear of consequences, potentially having to live with a parent again
Someone said I hear it in your voice, oh
Perceiving judgment or insight in someone's voice
This might not end well
Anticipation of a negative outcome
Yeah you might get what you need
Chance to fulfill needs or desires
Or you'll wake up in a holding cell
Risk of waking up in police custody
Well it was one of the only few things that I've never done
Reflecting on few unexplored experiences
Oh yes it was one of the only few things that I've never done
Emphasizing the rarity of certain actions
And I can only tell you I don't know what happened before
Uncertain about past events
My truth is all mixed up with my lore
Struggling to distinguish between personal truth and fabricated stories
Flippin' through my book of trick
Reviewing a repertoire of deceptive acts or strategies
I found a list of things I have to sell
Discovering a list of things to sell, possibly to resolve issues
My drugs, my body and my soul
Willingness to give up significant parts of oneself for survival
My bitchin' red guitar as well
Willingness to sacrifice prized possessions
I tell you I sold three of the four
Admitting to selling most possessions except the guitar
Got my guitar in my hand
Refusing to part with the guitar, indicating its importance
Well that's not how it went
Discrepancy between actual events and what's being portrayed
Won't go that way again
Determined not to repeat a past mistake
Well it was one of the only few things that I've never done
Reiterating the rarity of certain actions
Oh yes it was one of the only few things that I've never done
Emphasizing the uniqueness of certain actions or experiences
And I can only tell you I don't know what happened before
Continued uncertainty about past occurrences
My truth is all mixed up with my lore
Struggling to separate reality from personal narratives
Well it was one of the only few things that I've never done
Repeating the rarity of certain actions
Oh yes it was one of the only few things that I've never done
Emphasizing the uniqueness of certain actions or experiences
And I can only tell you I don't know what happened before
Continued uncertainty about past occurrences
My truth is all mixed up with my lore
Struggling to separate reality from personal narratives
I'm a peanut
An unusual or odd individual, likening themselves to a peanut
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