Blackout
Blackout: A Moonlit Journey of Love, Loss, and Liberation
Lyrics
I just took a look at you
The speaker observed someone.
Now I need a little water to cool down
The speaker feels a need to calm down after seeing this person.
Even better when the bottle's blue
The speaker prefers drinking from a specific bottle, possibly indicating a sense of familiarity or comfort.
I'm alone in another room
The speaker is physically isolated from the party.
'Cause the party will be over soon
The party is ending soon, and the speaker will be alone.
Yeah I saw the one who lied
The speaker saw someone who was dishonest.
Now I know I can't be glass half empty
The speaker wants to adopt a more positive outlook despite the recent discovery.
Tonight I'll be drinking the Skyy
The speaker plans to drink Skyy vodka tonight.
Take myself on a moonlit drive
The speaker intends to take a solitary night drive under the moonlight.
Until the end of this lonesome night
The speaker anticipates being alone until the end of the night.
I was not prepared for this
The speaker was unprepared for a situation or feeling.
Been months since we called it quits now
It has been months since a breakup or separation.
And I need to be fixed now
The speaker feels broken and seeks repair.
I'm drinking in that kiss now
The speaker seeks solace by reliving a past kiss through drinking.
'Til the end of this lonesome night
Anticipation of being alone until the night ends persists.
And I'm not sure what I'll do
The speaker is uncertain about their future actions.
If you ask me to stay
If asked to stay, the speaker is unsure about their response.
Trying to hang and trying to hide
The speaker attempts to endure and conceal emotions.
So I put the drink away
The speaker refrains from drinking as an act of willpower or resistance.
That'll be the day
An expression indicating skepticism or disbelief about a future event.
Blackout to forget you
The speaker aims to blackout (forget) memories associated with the person.
Only thing I can do
Forgetting the person is the only recourse for the speaker.
I'm mad I forgive you
The speaker is simultaneously angry and forgiving towards the person.
I saw you dancing over there, yeah
The speaker noticed the person dancing at the party.
I'm sorry, I did not mean to stare, nah
The speaker apologizes for unintentionally staring at the person.
That red dress you don't like to wear, nah
The person wore a red dress despite their dislike for it.
Always wanted you to take care, yeah
The speaker desired the person to take care of themselves.
You ain't calling it a lonesome night
The speaker's night is solitary despite the person's absence.
My phone's dead, you look better in my bed
The speaker's phone is inactive, while the person would look appealing in the speaker's bed.
Slurring words, forgetting what I said
The speaker is intoxicated, speaking unclearly and forgetting their words.
But your love, I tore it up in shreds
The speaker acknowledges destroying the love they once shared.
That is my confession of a death bed
The speaker admits their wrongdoing or confession, possibly relating to the end of the relationship.
Think you're gonna snuff out the light
The speaker fears the person will extinguish their happiness or positivity.
Losing time, you were mine
The speaker lost time and the person they once belonged to.
But I'm losing mind, we were fine
The speaker's mental stability deteriorates despite the past stability in the relationship.
But I'm losing me, finally free
The speaker feels a sense of liberation despite losing themselves.
But I'm losing you, free of my banshee
The speaker feels liberated from the person's haunting presence.
Losing you, free of my banshee
Continuation of feeling free from the person's haunting presence.
And I'm not sure what I'll do
The speaker remains uncertain about their future decisions regarding the person.
If you ask me to stay
The speaker is unsure about their response if asked to stay.
Trying to hang and trying to hide
The speaker tries to endure and hide their emotions.
Blackout to forget you
The speaker aims to blackout (forget) memories associated with the person as the only option.
Only thing I can do
Forgetting the person is the sole recourse for the speaker.
I'm mad I forgive you
The speaker experiences conflicting emotions of anger and forgiveness towards the person.
I just took a look at you
The speaker observed the person again.
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