Lyrics
I'm calling you up to say i'm fine
I'm telling you that I'm okay
But we both know that's a lie
Admitting that it's a false statement
I don't wanna say the word goodbye
Avoiding expressing farewell
Oh i try, oh i try
Despite difficulties, I attempt
To keep my head above the ground
Struggling to stay emotionally stable
It's easier to just fall down
Choosing the easier path of emotional descent
In the memories of you and i
Reflecting on shared memories
But i try, oh i try
Persisting in the effort to cope
To forget about all the plans we made
Attempting to erase planned future together
Forget about all the nights we spent
Trying to forget nights spent together
Forget about all the things you left behind for me
Letting go of possessions left behind
But i don't wanna be alone at night and
Fearing loneliness at night
I don't wanna be left outside, yeah
Resisting being left alone outdoors
I don't like to see the streetlights fade away
Disliking the disappearance of streetlights
Yeah i don't wanna be alone at night and
Reiterating the fear of being alone at night
Look out at the window blindly
Gazing out the window without focus
I don't wanna see the streetlights fade away
Expressing the aversion to losing light
So i'm calling you up to say i'm fine
Repeating the facade of being fine
But we both know that's a lie
Acknowledging the falsehood of the statement
I don't wanna say the word goodbye
Avoiding the painful word 'goodbye'
Oh i try, oh i try
Despite challenges, I continue to try
To keep my head above the ground
Struggling to maintain emotional stability
It's easier to just fall down
Choosing the easier emotional descent path
In the memories of you and i
Immersing in the recollections of 'you and I'
But i try, oh i try
Persisting in the effort to cope emotionally
But i don't wanna be alone at night and
Fearing solitude at night
I don't wanna be left outside, yeah
Resisting being abandoned outside
I don't like to see the streetlights fade away
Disliking the fading of streetlights
Yeah i don't wanna be alone at night and
Reiterating the fear of being alone at night
Look out at the window blindly
Gazing out the window without focus
I don't wanna see the streetlights fade away
Expressing aversion to the disappearance of light
Fade away
Emphasizing the gradual fading away
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