Lyrics
Okay now ever since a baby I'been chasing my dreams
Reflecting on the pursuit of dreams since childhood.
I've been chasing their praise and they been hating on me
Mention of seeking approval but facing criticism from others.
Play around with my mind, when she real and she sing
Alluding to a relationship where emotions are manipulated.
Dreamed that I'm taking my life, I was dead on the scene
Describing a dream where the narrator contemplates suicide.
You could probably hear my soul cry, oh no, no, no
Expressing deep emotional pain and vulnerability.
I be alone, no life, so low, so low
Conveying a sense of loneliness and a low point in life.
I'm missing her on my Zyde, I'm guessing I ain't real life
Yearning for a connection while facing the harsh reality.
She don't love me, no, I be thinking tryna stay on my grind
Feeling unloved and focusing on personal growth.
I'm so scarred, hope I'm not wasting my time
Expressing emotional scars and questioning the use of time.
I tell myself to live life with my man in the sky
Encouraging oneself to live life positively with spiritual guidance.
Baby, this don't feel right, I hope you know that I tried
Admitting discomfort in a situation despite efforts.
They tell me keep your faith in God and he gon' help you through it all
Seeking solace in faith and divine help.
I'm tryna change my ways of living, tryna make my people proud
Striving to change one's lifestyle for the better.
You could love me all you want, but would you hold me down
Questioning the depth of love and loyalty from others.
That would you stay solid through it all, even when I'm not around
Desiring unwavering support even in absence.
I done risked my life for you, how the fuck is you gon' change
Expressing sacrifices made for someone who seems to change.
I had gave you some shelter, them times you was in the rain
Recalling providing support during difficult times.
I won't sit or tilt, you know that this ain't no game
Rejecting the idea of playing games in the relationship.
I thought you was my game, why you bringing me pain
Expressing confusion and pain caused by a partner.
Okay, now ever since a baby, I been chasing my dreams
Reiteration of the lifelong pursuit of dreams.
I been chasing that paper, and they been hating on me
Continuation of the struggle for success amid opposition.
She play around with my mind, when she real and she insane
Highlighting the impact of a genuine and possibly tumultuous relationship.
Dreamed that I'm taking my life, I was dead on the scene
Revisiting the intense dream of contemplating suicide.
You could probably hear my soul cry, oh, no, no, no
Emphasizing the soul's cry as an audible manifestation of pain.
I be alone, no lie, solo, solo
Reiterating the sense of solitude and aloneness.
I'm missing her on my side, I'm guessing I ain't real life
Expressing a longing for a missing connection and questioning reality.
She don't love me, no
Reiteration of feeling unloved and isolated.
She don't love me, no
Repeating the sentiment of not being loved.
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