Benzo Baby
Benzo Baby: A Melodic Odyssey Through Despair and Desire
Lyrics
These pills will be the death of me, Mix it with the Hennessy
Expressing concern about the negative impact of pills, especially when combined with alcohol (Hennessy).
I wanna stay alive, trynna find some different remedies
Desire to live and explore alternative solutions to health issues.
My thoughts are all ahead of me, poisoning my memories
Feeling overwhelmed by thoughts, which are affecting past experiences negatively.
Pop another Xan and I put it in my melodies
Using Xanax (Xan) and incorporating it into artistic expressions (melodies).
Got a lot of chalkra, thought you were Hinata
Referencing personal energy centers (chakra) and a disappointment in someone (Hinata).
But now you playing games gotta go back to the doctor
Feeling the need to return to seeking professional help (doctor) due to relationship issues.
I take a lot of medicine, keep it on a regimen
Regularly taking medication and maintaining a schedule.
Anxiety variety I focus on the Benjamins
Choosing to focus on financial success amidst struggles with anxiety.
Benzo baby till I fuckin die
Commitment to using benzodiazepines (benzo) until death.
Brain is going crazy take another just to simplify
Experiencing mental chaos, using medication to simplify.
Mix it with the perky and my feelings start to minimize
Combining drugs (perky) to numb emotions.
Mix it with the liquor and I think I start to synthesize
Mixing substances (liquor) and possibly altering emotions through synthesis.
Racing to my own destruction, this is just the introduction
Actively heading towards self-destruction with a recognition that it's just the beginning.
Welcome to addiction and obsessive overthought productions
Welcoming addiction and obsessive thought patterns.
Talkin with my demons and we have a lot of good discussions
Engaging in conversations with personal demons, possibly reflecting on past actions.
Did a lot of shit without a thought about the repercussions
Regretting impulsive actions without considering consequences.
Know I wanna love you but you gotta play these games
Expressing a desire for love but acknowledging the challenges and games in relationships.
You know I got anxiety you been adding to the flames
Stating a history of anxiety exacerbated by relationship dynamics.
You play my insecurities I know it is the worst for me
Pointing out the negative impact of playing on insecurities in the relationship.
You got me on a chain but you been fighting on a curse for me
Feeling emotionally constrained in a relationship with a sense of fighting against a curse.
When it's you and me I know you gotta feel the chemistry
Recognizing the chemistry in the relationship despite suspicions.
Got an intuition that you might just be the enemy
Suspecting a partner's intentions and potential betrayal.
Always on my mind yeah I think of you excessively
Constantly thinking about the person, possibly in an obsessive manner.
I wanna love you but you might just be the death of me
Expressing a conflict between the desire to love and the realization of potential harm from the relationship.
I got a past You got a past that we can swallow
Acknowledging personal and partner's pasts as something that can be accepted.
You the only drug, make me feel like I'm not hollow
Viewing the partner as a source of emotional fulfillment, preventing feelings of emptiness.
You're the only drug that can help me to tomorrow
Emphasizing the partner's role as the only positive influence leading to a better future.
Baby if you leave I'm overdosing for the sorrow
Fearing emotional collapse and overdose if the partner leaves.
These pills will be the death of me, Mix it with the Hennessy
Repeating the initial concern about pills and Hennessy.
I wanna stay alive, trynna find some different remedies
Reiterating the desire to live and seeking alternative solutions.
My thoughts are all ahead of me, poisoning my memories
Echoing the feeling of being overwhelmed by thoughts and their negative impact on memories.
Pop another Xan and I put it in my melodies
Reusing Xanax to influence artistic expressions.
Got a lot of chalkra, thought you were Hinata
Referencing personal energy centers again, expressing disappointment and the need to seek professional help.
But now you playing games gotta go back to the doctor
Returning to the theme of taking a variety of medicines and maintaining a schedule.
I take a lot of medicine, keep it on a regimen
Continuing to focus on financial success amidst anxiety.
Anxiety variety I focus on the Benjamins
Reiterating the central theme of focusing on financial success in the face of anxiety.
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