Lyrics
Highs are on and off
Experiencing highs intermittently.
Eyes don’t hide a thing
Eyes are transparent, revealing emotions.
Why’s it I feel numb
Feeling emotionally numb.
I can’t feel a thing
Unable to perceive sensations.
Leaving
Departing or distancing from a situation.
Weaving in and out of traffic frantic for a memory to hold
Navigating through chaotic situations, seeking a memorable experience.
Breathing
Breathing becomes burdensome under pressure.
Gets heavy when there’s weight on your shoulders
Weight on shoulders intensifies the challenge.
Needing
Craving rest, but frequent disruptions, possibly with coffee brewing.
Sleep but all to frequent it’s not decent with a coffee on the stove
Engaged in challenging circumstances that seem overwhelming.
Knee deep in some shit that I don’t think I can hold
Feelings of uncertainty and doubt.
Think fine
Optimistically accepting wasted time.
Accept the wasted time
Content with the current situation, believing it will be okay.
I think this place is fine I’ll be alright
Determination to make an effort.
I gotta try
Referencing challenging nights.
These nights
Expressing the impact of these challenging nights.
I’m wasted friends and I
Under the influence and feeling wasted with friends.
May do this just to hide
Possibly engaging in certain behaviors to conceal emotions.
It’s not alright it’s not alright
Recognizing that the current state is not acceptable.
Loaded
Being under the influence of substances.
Zoning
Zoning out, possibly in a contemplative state.
Zoots I’m smoking
Smoking marijuana.
Won’t sit
Refusing to settle or stay in one place.
Highs just fade
Experiencing a decline in the positive effects of highs.
Slurring
Speaking unclearly, possibly due to intoxication.
Searching
Seeking something, but finding it difficult to articulate.
It gets hard to word it
Difficulty expressing thoughts.
I guess it’s better not to say
Choosing not to communicate certain thoughts.
That I’m leaving
Expressing the act of leaving or distancing.
Fuck it what’s a memory when enemies are friendly just to hoax
Downplaying memories as trivial when even adversaries pretend to be friendly.
And I’m reeking
Having a noticeable odor, likely from smoking marijuana.
Of reefer and all this remorse
Feeling regretful and burdened.
And I’m peaking
Peaking in emotional intensity, possibly under the influence.
Leaking out tequila and some feelings that I’d rather leave alone
Revealing emotions and substances that are better left unspoken.
And I’m seeking
Actively seeking relief and distraction from emotional pain.
The weekend to bury the holes
Anticipating the weekend to overcome difficulties.
Think fine
Optimistically accepting wasted time (repeated).
Accept the wasted time
Content with the current situation (repeated).
I think this place is fine I’ll be alright
Determination to make an effort (repeated).
I gotta try
Referencing challenging nights (repeated).
These nights
Expressing the impact of these challenging nights (repeated).
I’m wasted friends and I
Under the influence and feeling wasted with friends (repeated).
May do this just to hide
Possibly engaging in certain behaviors to conceal emotions (repeated).
It’s not alright it’s not alright
Recognizing that the current state is not acceptable (repeated).
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