Lyrics
I'm drinking
The persona is consuming alcohol.
Every single weekend
Consuming alcohol consistently every weekend.
I told myself slow down but
The persona acknowledges the need to slow down but struggles to do so.
When something gives me feeling
When experiencing something that evokes emotion, the persona tends to act impulsively.
You know that I can never reason
The persona admits to being unable to think logically when emotions are involved.
Scraping both my knees and shins when
The persona gets physically hurt while engaging in activities for pleasure.
I run around for fun but
Engaging in fun activities without considering potential dangers.
I never do look down when I can feel that I'm bleeding
Ignoring the consequences of actions that cause physical harm.
Sleeping with the lights she hung up to my ceiling
Sleeping with lights on, possibly to avoid darkness or loneliness.
They don't hit the same when she ain't around to see them
Things don't feel the same when the person they care about isn't present.
But it's bright and it's just enough light that I can try to act like I am fuckin feelin
Trying to pretend to feel alright even in the absence of the person they care about.
Anything
Struggling to feel anything significant for oneself.
For myself
Acknowledging a lack of self-care or consideration for personal emotions.
I haven't given it a thought I should settle down
Considering the idea of settling down but hasn't seriously thought about it.
Cuz I'm living like I'm okay with going down
Living life as if content with a downward trajectory.
If you see me out
If someone encounters the persona in public.
Can't you say that you been thinking bout?
Requesting the other person's acknowledgment of thinking about the persona's situation.
The times we've had
Reflecting on past experiences shared with the other person.
The time that's been
Considering the time that has already passed.
The time to come
Anticipating the future.
Cuz time is
Emphasizing the fleeting nature of time.
Time is fleeting now
Feeling like time is slipping away.
I'm losing every precious second
Sensing the loss of every valuable moment.
I am wringing out
Feeling emotionally drained and exhausted.
I'm dried and hating every minute
Disliking every passing minute due to emotional distress.
Why am I so angry now?
Questioning the reasons behind their anger.
I don't have somewhere I can let it
Lamenting the absence of a suitable outlet for their emotions.
Hours passing by
Time seems to be slipping away quickly.
I'm flying every time I blink my eyes
Feeling as if time is passing swiftly.
You know I gotta let it out
Expressing the need to release emotions, suggesting a buildup of pent-up feelings.
You know I gotta let it out
-You know I gotta let it out
-Every now and then I just might let it out
-You know I gotta let it out (hey, hey, hey, hey)
Reiterating the necessity of letting emotions out.
You know I gotta let it out (hey, hey, hey, hey)
-You know I gotta let it out (hey, hey, hey, hey)
-And if you see me out I just might (eh!)
Indicating a likelihood of expressing emotions if encountered publicly.
Time is fleeting now (If you see me out, if you see me out)
Re-emphasizing the fleeting nature of time and the necessity of letting out emotions.
I'm losing every precious second (If you see me out, if you see me out you know I gotta let it out!)
-I am wringing out (If you see me out, if you see me out)
-I'm dried and hating every minute (If you see me out, if you see me out you know I gotta let it out!)
-Why am I so angry now? (If you see me out, if you see me out)
-I don't have somewhere I can let it (If you see me out, if you see me out you know I gotta let it out!)
-Hours passing by (If you see me out, if you see me out)
-I'm flying every time I blink my eyes (If you see me out, if you see me out you know I gotta let it out!)
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