Lyrics
I tried to cut you out but you're so viscid
I attempted to remove you from my life, but you are stubbornly adhesive
It's the only way I feel okay, my mind is twisted
This is the only way I find solace; my thoughts are distorted
The landscape of this luscious fantasy I built
The beautiful, imaginary world I created is overshadowed by overwhelming guilt
Is swallowed by this colossal sense of guilt
A massive sense of guilt consumes the fantasy I constructed
I can't escape this sinking feeling
I cannot shake off this sinking sensation
There was a time these words had meaning
These words once held significance, but now they are meaningless
I push and pull but still end up underneath
Despite my efforts, I consistently find myself in a disadvantaged position
Of where I'm meant to be
Struggling to find my rightful place
Wish I could grow
Desire to develop and mature
But I can't seem to let go
Unable to detach and move on
Wish I could bloom
Longing to flourish
But I can't leave you so soon
But unable to part from you too quickly
The voices in my head have been relentless
The relentless inner voices tormenting me
They feed on my conviction and then they leave me tormented
They thrive on undermining my beliefs, leaving me in anguish
Your pretentious words leave me inspired
Your insincere words provide inspiration
One day you will be deciphered
A prediction that one day your true self will be understood
Uncover me, just to break and mold
Expose me, only to shatter and reshape
The perfect life you portrayed and the friends you've betrayed
Reveal the falsehood in the perfect life you presented and the friends you betrayed
Own up to your lies
Admit to your falsehoods
Stop chasing the high
Cease pursuing an artificial high
Tear away from your disguise
Cast off your deceptive facade
Wish I could grow
Desire for personal growth
But I can't seem to let go
Yet struggling to release my grip
Wish I could bloom
Yearning to blossom
But I can't leave you so soon
But reluctant to part from you too soon
I can't leave you so soon
Unwilling to depart prematurely
Just stay and bloom
Stay and flourish together
I can't let you go
Unable to release you
Just stay and grow with me
Stay and develop alongside me
Give me strength
Pleading for inner strength
It's getting harder and harder for me to breathe
Struggling to breathe, the challenges intensify
There's so much more for me to see
So much more to experience and see
Everything is so much brighter when my world is on fire
Everything seems brighter amidst chaos
Please give me strength
A plea for strength amid difficulties
Wish I could grow
Yearning for personal growth
In these rotten bones
In these deteriorating circumstances
With you
Desiring growth with you
I can't leave you so soon
Reluctant to part from you too soon
Just stay and bloom
Stay and flourish together
I can't let you go
Unable to let go
Just stay and grow with me
Stay and grow with me
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