Lyrics
There was no reason for this self inflicted wound
Feeling no justification for causing harm to oneself intentionally
But I kept digging til my fingers crossed
Persisting in a destructive behavior despite the consequences
Finding shelter in open rooms
Finding refuge or safety in places that are openly available
Opening doors you had locked
Gaining access to aspects of someone's life that were previously inaccessible or closed off
I wonder why I persist
Questioning the reason for continuing a particular action
On trying to figure this out
Persisting in trying to understand or solve a situation
I felt the guilt eat me up inside
Experiencing the overwhelming feeling of guilt consuming one's inner self
Never mine
Indicating that the subject of the guilt doesn't belong to the singer
You were never mine
Acknowledging that the person causing the guilt was never in a relationship or possession of the singer
Am I guilty?
Questioning if the singer is responsible for a wrongdoing
Was I ever all alone?
Reflecting on whether the singer was truly alone at any point
It took me way too long to realize
Realizing a truth or consequence after a significant duration of time
The consequence, not making sense
Not understanding the significance or reason behind the consequences
We'd never coincide
Accepting the lack of compatibility or alignment with someone
Regret and I would spend moments together
Sharing moments with regret, dwelling on the past together
And suddenly every night
Experiencing regret frequently, particularly at night
I wonder why I persist
Continuing to question or ponder over a situation
On trying to figure this out
Persisting in trying to comprehend a situation or feeling
I felt the guilt eat me up inside
Feeling consumed by guilt internally, unrelated to the person causing it
Never mine
Reiterating that the guilt doesn't belong to the singer
You were never mine
Acknowledging that the person causing the guilt was never in a relationship or possession of the singer (repeated)
I bet you neatly organized
Suspecting that the person responsible for causing guilt organized their actions meticulously
Every step you took when you walked away
Asking the person to stop haunting the singer's thoughts or dreams
Quit haunting me in my dreams
Requesting relief from the distress caused by memories or thoughts
Just let me breathe
Attributing the cause of distress to the singer rather than the other person
Its not you, it's me
Shifting blame or responsibility away from the other person to oneself
I wonder why I persist
Continuing to question or ponder over a situation (repeated)
On trying to figure this out
Persisting in trying to comprehend a situation or feeling (repeated)
I felt the guilt eat me up inside
Feeling consumed by guilt internally, unrelated to the person causing it (repeated)
Never mine
Reiterating that the guilt doesn't belong to the singer (repeated)
You were never mine
Acknowledging that the person causing the guilt was never in a relationship or possession of the singer (repeated)
You were never mine
Acknowledging again that the person causing the guilt was never in a relationship or possession of the singer (repeated)
You were never mine
Reiterating that the person causing the guilt was never in a relationship or possession of the singer (repeated)
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