Lyrics
I'm weak
I feel emotionally vulnerable or lacking strength.
from marching with the band I
I'm fatigued from participating in activities with the band.
don't know the proper way I'm
I'm uncertain about the appropriate way to use my hands.
supposed to use my hands I
I lack knowledge about the correct way to utilize my hands.
wanna hear bass drops
I desire to experience moments with intense bass drops in music.
use all the stage props burn
I want to make use of all the stage props during performances.
my tank tops
I'm willing to endure the burning of my tank tops on stage.
feel a breeze in my hair
I seek the sensation of wind in my hair, possibly implying freedom.
It's crazy
Expressing amazement or disbelief at the current situation.
this is what I asked for I
This is the situation I desired, but I wasn't aware of its challenges.
had no clue what was gonna be in store
Reflecting on the unexpected challenges that came with the desired situation.
so I shop online
I resort to online shopping as a coping mechanism.
cry all the time
I experience sadness frequently.
I still do things I should of stopped
I continue engaging in activities that I should have stopped doing.
in my prime woah
Reflecting on past actions or decisions during a peak period of life.
I hate driving highways
Expressing a dislike or discomfort with driving on highways.
I hate driving the highways
Reiteration of the dislike for driving on highways.
Growing up
Recalling experiences from childhood or adolescence.
I couldn't wear black
Constraints on personal expression, possibly related to clothing.
I hid a lot of things
I concealed aspects of myself, but I would revisit the past.
but I'd still go back I
Despite hiding things, there is a desire to revisit the past.
dream of him
I dream about a person or a scenario.
the lights down dim
Description of a dream setting with dim lights.
pale fingers running over my
Imagery of physical touch with black lace trim as a detail.
black lace trim
(No specific meaning provided in this line.)
It's baby blue
Description of a baby blue setting, possibly contrasting with the dream.
the pool we don't use the
A pool is mentioned, but it's not in use.
water's freezing over
The water is freezing, creating an obstacle to using the pool.
so we dive in twos I'm
People dive into the freezing water in pairs.
drowning in fear
The speaker is overwhelmed by fear and surrounded by insincere friends.
with fake friends near I
(No specific meaning provided in this line.)
had a best friend
The speaker used to have a best friend who is no longer present.
but she's no longer here woah
(No specific meaning provided in this line.)
I hate driving highways
Reiteration of the dislike for driving on highways.
I hate driving the highway
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