Lyrics
When I speak
Expressing oneself verbally
What am I saying?
Questioning the significance of own words
Only trying to convince myself
Self-persuasion, attempting to believe in something
If it's true
Contemplating the truth of a statement
I might just maybe
Possibly struggling with self-forgiveness
Find it hard to forgive myself
Difficulty in forgiving oneself for past actions
Can't ignore it
Acknowledging a challenging situation
Worst way to forget
The most difficult way to overcome forgetfulness
Accepting there's no
Coming to terms with the absence of something
Knowing how we're gonna grow
Understanding the unpredictable nature of growth
Uncertain of something
Feeling uncertain about an uncontrollable aspect
That we won't ever control
Acknowledging lack of control over certain things
I keep running in circles and
Repeating patterns without clear progress
I don't know
Expressing uncertainty or confusion
If I can find the lessons
Questioning the ability to learn from experiences
In the things that I've been through
Reflecting on the lessons from personal history
Can't ignore it
Reiterating the difficulty of ignoring a situation
Worst way to forget
Reinforcing the challenging nature of forgetting
Accepting there's no
Accepting the absence of knowledge about the future
Knowing how we're gonna grow
Understanding the uncertainty of the growth process
Uncertain of something
Feeling uncertain about an uncontrollable aspect (repeated)
That we won't ever control
Acknowledging lack of control over certain things (repeated)
There's always something happening
Constant disruptions affecting inner peace
That takes my peace of mind
Insufficient reminders to reassure emotional well-being
There's not enough reminders
Seeking validation to believe in personal well-being
Convince me that I'm fine
Questioning the purpose and seeking clarity
Where do I find my purpose?
Setting boundaries in search of purpose
Where do I draw the line?
Contemplating the limitations of personal choices
There's no objective answers
Acknowledging the absence of universally applicable answers
We're all waiting to die
Shared existential uncertainty
Been thinking bout and writing down
Reflecting on and documenting personal errors
All my mistakes
Attempting to identify the point of losing faith
To see if I can pinpoint where I lost my faith
Too anxious to confront and overcome challenges
Too nervous and anxious to try to face it
Recognizing a single way forward despite difficulties
There's no other way
Acceptance of a seemingly unavoidable path
Why do I exist?
Questioning the purpose of existence
I've come to realize
Realizing unexpected aspects of personal existence
It caught me by surprise
Being caught off guard by self-discovery
When I was trying to find
Searching for a purpose in life
A reason for this life
Forgetting to search for meaning and embracing ignorance
I started to forget
Beginning to lose awareness and understanding
To embrace the ignorance
Choosing to ignore the pursuit of knowledge
That's where I found my bliss
Finding contentment in ignorance
And I'm gonna follow it
Determined to follow a newfound state of bliss
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