Lyrics
Wishing to live but I'm praying to lie
Expressing a desire to live but conflicted feelings leading to a wish to deceive or pretend.
Reasons to feel only show what I hide
Emotions are concealed, and external expressions only reveal a fraction of inner struggles.
Baby don't tell me you're feeling alright
Seeking reassurance about emotional well-being; skepticism about someone claiming to be okay.
Cuts on your wrists mark the secrets inside
Physical evidence of pain and hidden troubles manifested through self-harm.
Run my way babe
Inviting someone to come closer or follow their path.
Don't runaway from me
Requesting not to distance oneself.
Just run my way babe
Encouraging the person to align with their path or choices.
Fuck all I've known
Expressing frustration or discontent with one's past experiences.
I know that you need me to cope
Acknowledging the importance of the speaker for the other person's coping mechanisms.
You're not all alone babe
Assuring that the person is not alone in their struggles.
I know that you're feeling alone
Acknowledging the other person's feelings of loneliness.
I'll take all the pain that keeps hold on your soul
Offering to bear the emotional pain that grips the other person's soul.
I'm burning my ashes
Symbolizing transformation or renewal through burning metaphorical ashes.
Shit turns into snow
Transformation of negative experiences into something serene, like snow.
The world as we know
Reflecting on the challenging state of the world.
Keeps on gripping my throat
Feeling constrained or suffocated by life's difficulties.
And I'm losing my patience
Growing impatient with life's challenges.
Shits starting to show
Revealing the beginning of external manifestations of inner struggles.
But fuck what they say
Disregarding societal opinions and prioritizing the need to stay for someone.
I know that you need me to stay
Acknowledging the speaker's importance for the other person's well-being.
I'm numb to the pain babe
Being emotionally desensitized or numb to pain.
I'm fucking so numb to the pain
Reiterating emotional numbness as a defense mechanism against pain.
Kiss on your thighs
Intimate gesture symbolizing a deeper connection.
She starts screaming my name
Intensity in a physical relationship leading to vocal expression.
Losing sensations
Experiencing a loss of physical sensations.
But death feels the same
Equating death with the numbing effect of emotional pain.
Running from shadows
Trying to escape from unseen troubles or inner demons.
I'm keeping my pace
Maintaining a steady pace despite challenges.
But the bitch catching up
Acknowledging a persistent and challenging threat.
As i'm nodding away
Numbing oneself, possibly with substances, to escape reality.
Sulfate, sulfate, sulfate
Repetition of "sulfate" emphasizing a substance associated with escape or altered states.
Self hate, self hate, self hate
Repetition of "self-hate" suggesting internal struggles and negative self-perception.
Run my way babe
Reiterating the invitation for someone to align with the speaker's path.
Don't runaway from me
Emphasizing the desire for closeness and connection.
Fuck the pain
Rejecting or expressing frustration with emotional pain.
Fuck the pain
Repetition emphasizing the rejection or frustration with pain.
Fuck the pain
Reiteration of frustration or defiance against emotional pain.
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