Guilt
Embracing Pain: A Journey of Self-Discovery Through Stay Illusion's 'Guilt'
Lyrics
Give in to the pain inside, let it win
Accept the internal pain and allow it to triumph.
Been drawing these lines in my skin, for hours
I've been marking or cutting my skin with lines for an extended period.
As long as I'm here I might as well
Since I exist in this situation, I might as well...
I'm sick of the secrets I'll never tell
I'm tired of keeping secrets that I'll never disclose.
The waters have broken and it's time
A significant change or event is imminent.
For rebirth
It's time for a new beginning or a fresh start.
Rain starts to fall and wash away
Rain begins to fall and cleanse away
All our sin
To purify or absolve us from our wrongdoing.
I put myself first
Repeated emphasis on prioritizing oneself.
I put myself first
-I put myself first
-I put myself first
-Whatever it is I am to blame
Assuming responsibility or fault for whatever it is.
In this prison cell my emotion's contained
Feeling emotionally trapped within a confined space.
My whole world starts to shake
My entire world begins to tremble.
It won't take much for me to break
I'm close to breaking down emotionally.
How can I not relent?
How can I not give in or yield?
When all good things will come to an end
Everything good will eventually come to an end.
The waters have broken and it's time
Reiteration of the importance of prioritizing oneself.
For rebirth
-Rain starts to fall and wash away
-All our sin
-I put myself first
-I put myself first
-I put myself first
-I put myself first
-Is this the curse of being young?
Questioning if the struggles faced are due to youth.
Believe me when I say, there's more damage to be done
There's more potential harm or destruction yet to occur.
I have never truly wanted to die but I'd be lying
I've never genuinely desired death, but it's crossed my mind.
If I said it had never crossed my mind
It's not true that thoughts of death have never occurred to me.
Never crossed my mind
Repeated acknowledgment of thoughts of death.
The waters have broken and it's time
Reiteration of the impending transformative change.
For rebirth
-Rain starts to fall and wash away
-All our sin
-I put myself first
-I put myself first
-I put myself first
-I put myself first
-The waters have broken and it's time
-For rebirth
-Rain starts to fall and wash away
-All our sin
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