Lyrics
I've been here the whole time
I've been present all along
Unclear and uptight
Feeling uncertain and tense
And you brought me on my way
You guided me on my journey
Then you had to fly away
Then you had to depart abruptly
I've been dusting off shelves
I've been neglecting important aspects
Telling lies to myself
Deceiving myself with false statements
I thought I knew what was true
I believed I understood the truth
Until I had to go find you
Until I had to search for you
I've been keeping up with the Jones
I've been trying to keep up with societal expectations
I just stood away at home
I remained passive at home
So don't close your eyes or it slips your mind
Be vigilant, as closing your eyes may cause you to forget
Things never go this well
Success is unusual for me
I didn't know if you could tell
Unsure if you noticed the positive turn
The way you say it isn't there
Your expression denies its existence
It's closer than you're aware
It's closer than you realize
I can't help it if there's a way
I cannot control it if there's a solution
There's an answer you can't say
An answer you're reluctant to vocalize
I thought I knew what was true
I believed I understood the truth
Until I had to go find you
Until I had to search for you
When you're next to me I feel fine
Your presence makes me feel content
Falling heavily - oh I needed it
Falling deeply - a necessary experience
Early morning - you got a busy day
In the early morning, you face a busy day
The dissonance that we create
The discord we generate
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