Lyrics
I wake up shaking in an obsession
I wake up with intense emotions and fixation
A crush to put it in the game of lust and
Feelings of attraction, expressed within the context of a lustful game
When you roll into me with confidence
Confidently engaging in a close encounter with me
My eyes aren't open
My perception is not fully awake or aware
I made you tired of me in your own house
I caused you to become weary of me in your own space
My eyes start to see how it was meant to be
Gradually understanding how things were meant to be
The guy who sleeps with me is
The person sharing a bed with me is merely an obsessive fixation
Just an obsession that makes me crazy
This fixation drives me to madness
And I'm lonely too but that's more than just enough
Feeling lonely, but acknowledging that it's more than sufficient
You had my true love
You once had my genuine love
and you began to unfold us
Our relationship started to unravel
But you had it now
You possess it now
I can't give enough and I know I'm going to stay
Despite my efforts, I cannot give enough, and I anticipate remaining
Still lost in this maze
Feeling lost in a complex situation
For three hundred million more days
This confusion persists for an extended period
So long away
A significant amount of time has passed
We had everything
We once had everything
I had nothing that I could not do
I lacked the ability to do certain things
I guess I always gave you years to change
Perhaps I consistently gave you time to change
I'll break my spell if you'd like to start again
Offering to break a spell and start anew
I wonder who's going to blame
Curious about who will be held responsible
Cause my love still burns like flame
Expressing enduring love that still burns passionately
And I guess I know how small I really am
Realizing my own smallness
And you're a strong boy
Acknowledging your strength
So you could change the rules of love
Suggesting the power to redefine the rules of love
Then who's to blame?
Pondering who should bear responsibility
Back to your heart boy as you're gonna let me know
Returning to your heart, seeking understanding
Ride the domino
Metaphorically riding the domino effect
You'll go out fading then you're gone
Fading away, disappearing
Then who's to blame?
Again questioning responsibility
Know I'll always be
Assuring a consistent presence
The woman who floats by your river
Describing oneself as a constant presence in your life
In the end, I knew you have always won
Accepting your perpetual victory in the end
And your love is a shell that is in prison
Characterizing your love as a confined shell
Used to think that it's free in an island
Previously believing in freedom within an isolated space
All this hope is broken
All hope is shattered
Have you ever had the heart of every girl?
Reflecting on the impact on every girl's heart
Did you treat them like
Questioning how you treated them
A bird trapped in a cage watching
Comparing their treatment to a bird in a cage watching a colorless sky
A blank grey sky?
Expressing doubt about understanding those feelings
Maybe it's just me, but I just couldn't feel it
The speaker couldn't feel the emotions
All the things I gave
All the efforts given resulted in an empty, twisted soul
An empty soul that's twisted hiding
A soul hiding in darkness
In a dark cave
Reflecting on a hollow existence
One day you'll wake up
A future realization of waking up in a transformative experience
In a circle of a lighting flame
Imagining awakening in a circle surrounded by intense passion
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