Lyrics
I hope you're dead, I put a hex
The speaker expresses a desire for the person to whom they are addressing these words to be dead and claims to have placed a hex or curse on them.
You know I loved you too
The speaker acknowledges that they loved the person despite the hostile feelings expressed in the previous line.
And you said, "I get upset
The person being addressed is quoted as saying that they get upset but are mostly obsessed, indicating a complex emotional state.
But mostly obsessed"
Continuation of the person's statement, suggesting an intense preoccupation or fixation on something or someone.
And I guess that's true
The speaker acknowledges the truth in the person's statement from line 3 and 4.
At least I don't build walls around me
The speaker contrasts themselves with the person, claiming not to build emotional walls and to keep promises about communication.
At least I call when I say I will
Further emphasis on the speaker's commitment to communication and reliability.
Hey, you say it's a joke, it's funny
The person dismisses the speaker's seriousness by claiming that their actions or statements are a joke.
Okay I know, yeah I know, but still
The speaker acknowledges the person's dismissal but expresses lingering emotions.
I felt alright now I wanna die
The speaker's emotional state shifts from feeling alright to a desire for death when looking at the person.
When I look at you
The speaker associates their negative emotions with the presence of the person.
And "it's only sex, I couldn't care less"
The person's casual attitude towards sex is mentioned, with the speaker doubting its truthfulness.
Couldn't feel less true
The speaker finds the person's statement about sex to be untrue.
(So I said) fuck it, I'll try
The speaker decides to try a different approach, expressing a willingness to make others cry as they were made to do.
I'll make them cry like you made me do
The speaker's intention to cause emotional pain to others, mirroring their own experience.
'Cause I don't get well
The speaker acknowledges their own unwell state or emotional distress.
I give them hell like you taught me to
The speaker plans to give others a hard time, influenced by the person's teachings.
So act like you don't come from money
The person is advised to act as if they don't come from a wealthy background.
And when they ask I'll say upstate
The speaker plans to provide a false response about their origins when asked.
Yeah say or something
Unclear or intentionally vague statement about saying something, possibly to deceive.
I'll say it now, but I know it's late
The speaker acknowledges the lateness of their statement but still asserts it.
I don't wanna start again
The speaker expresses a desire not to start again but to recapture a past feeling.
I wanna feel like I did then
The speaker wants to experience a past feeling again.
I guess you just can't make pretend
The speaker reflects on the difficulty of pretending that certain events or feelings didn't happen.
That you're dead, you're dead, you're dead
A declaration that the person addressed is metaphorically dead.
Fuck it, I'll try
Reiteration of the speaker's intention to make others cry, echoing the person's impact on them.
I'll make them cry like you made me do
Continuation of the speaker's plan to cause emotional distress to others.
'Cause I don't get well
Reiteration of the speaker's unwell state or emotional distress.
I give them hell like you taught me to
The speaker intends to give others a hard time, influenced by the person's teachings.
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