Blackwater
Echoes of Despair: A Broken Soul in Blackwater
Lyrics
I'm pleading to violence, I won't suffer in silence
I'm expressing a desire for violent action, refusing to endure silently.
Misguided, stop breathing, this hell I'm not leaving.
Feeling lost, considering not escaping the hellish situation.
I feel a war, I'm feeling everything
Sensing a personal conflict or struggle, experiencing intense emotions.
I can't restore, I can't fight anymore
Unable to recover or fight anymore, possibly indicating a sense of defeat.
I never you told you this but I can never sleep at night,
Confessing difficulty sleeping at night, hinting at inner turmoil.
There's voices in my head who tell me what I'm really like
Hearing inner voices revealing true self, perhaps acknowledging personal flaws.
You're not enough and I hear it all the fucking time
Receiving constant criticism, feeling inadequate and not meeting expectations.
You're too fucked up but I'm acting like I haven't tried
Being aware of personal issues but pretending as if efforts haven't been made.
It's like I'm drowning and I can not escape,
Describing a feeling of overwhelming struggle, an inability to break free.
I need to come up for air before I suffocate
Expressing the need for a break or relief before succumbing to pressure.
Why does it feel like I'm alone
Questioning why there is a persistent sense of isolation.
A broken boy with a heart of stone,
Depicting oneself as a damaged individual with emotional resilience.
Fighting my way through this, to find a way to live in bliss
Fighting to discover a path to happiness amidst challenges.
Raised like cattle for a slaughter,
Metaphorically portraying a life controlled and prepared for destruction.
Life's so dark in blackwater
Describing life as bleak and challenging in the metaphorical "blackwater."
A broken boy so far I've come,
Reflecting on personal growth but with lingering brokenness.
A broken man I'll become
Anticipating a transition from a broken boy to a broken man.
I'm not dreaming
Denying the existence of dreams or aspirations.
My mind will suffocate,
Expressing a sense of mental suffocation.
My words can not escape,
Acknowledging the difficulty of expressing oneself verbally.
These thoughts are left unspoken,
Keeping certain thoughts and feelings unspoken.
Black water has been woken
Referring to the awakening of a dark force symbolized as "blackwater."
Why does it feel like I'm alone
Reiterating a sense of loneliness and isolation.
A broken boy with a heart of stone,
Repeating the image of a broken boy with a heart of stone.
Fighting my way through this, to find a way to live in bliss
Persisting in the struggle to find a way to live happily.
Raised like cattle for a slaughter,
Repeating the metaphor of being raised like cattle for a predetermined end.
Life's so dark in blackwater
Reiterating the darkness of life in "blackwater."
A broken boy so far I've come,
Echoing the theme of personal growth amid brokenness.
A broken man I'll become
Anticipating the transformation from a broken boy to a broken man.
I'm too fucked up, I know you see,
Acknowledging personal flaws and the perception of being problematic.
I'm a fucking disease
Describing oneself as a negative force or influence.
I'm pleading to violence, I won't suffer in silence
Reiterating the plea for violent action, rejecting silent suffering.
misguided, stop breathing
Stating a sense of being misguided and the desire to stop breathing.
Blackwater has been woken
Confirming the awakening of the dark force, "blackwater."
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