The Sickening
Embracing the Abyss: Tidebringer's Battle with Inner Demons
Lyrics
I feel the pain as it sinks in
I am experiencing the pain deeply.
I fear the hate won't let go
I am afraid that the hatred will persist.
It sinks in
The pain becomes ingrained.
It takes control, the sickening
The pain takes control, causing a sickening feeling.
This hatred takes its toll
This hatred is emotionally draining.
I dug my nails into its filth
I resisted the negativity with great effort.
So please just let me be
I seek solitude; please leave me alone.
These demons haunting me
There are inner demons troubling me.
Their hands are wrapped around my neck and I can't help myself
Demons have a strong hold on me, making it hard to escape.
The sickening is taking over me
The sickening feeling is overpowering me.
I need to break away from this nightmare
I need to break free from this distressing situation.
Save all your dead prayers
Disregard prayers for the deceased; they won't help.
Get out, Get out, Get out
Command to get out, rejecting negativity.
I don't need this
I don't need this negativity.
Get out, Get out
Command to leave; I am losing control.
I'm losing my mind
I am losing my sanity.
Get out, Get out, Get out
Repeated command to escape negativity.
I don't need this
I don't need this negativity.
Get out, Get out, Get out
Repeated command to escape negativity.
Of my head
Command to get out of my thoughts.
But I will never let it go
Despite everything, I won't let go of the hatred.
This hatred takes its toll
Reiteration that the hatred is emotionally draining.
Somedays I feel I can right my wrongs but then
Some days I feel I can correct my mistakes, but...
Hatred takes its toll
...the hatred continues to affect me negatively.
It takes control and I will never get it back
The control taken by hatred is irreversible.
I didn't know
I was unaware of what existed within me.
I didn't know what lived inside my soul
Repetition of lack of self-awareness regarding inner struggles.
Get out, Get out, Get out
Command to get rid of the sickening feeling.
The Sickening
Identification of the sickening feeling.
Get out, Get out
Command to leave; I am losing control.
I'm losing my mind
I am losing my sanity.
Get out, Get out, Get out
Repetition of command to escape the sickening feeling.
The Sickening
Identification of the sickening feeling.
Get out, Get out, Get out
Repetition of command to leave the negative thoughts.
Of my mind
Identification of the sickening feeling in the mind.
Get out, Get out, Get out
Repetition of command to escape the sickening feeling.
The Sickening
Identification of the sickening feeling.
Get out, Get out, Get out
Repetition of command to leave the negative thoughts.
Of my mind
Identification of the sickening feeling in the mind.
Get out, Get out, Get out
Repetition of command to escape the sickening feeling.
The Sickening
Identification of the sickening feeling.
Get out, Get out, Get out
Repetition of command to leave the negative thoughts.
Of my mind
Identification of the sickening feeling in the mind.
Take my life
Expression of a willingness to end one's life, possibly due to overwhelming struggles.
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