Still Waiting for the Punchline
Breaking the Chains: A Soul's Struggle for Redemption
Lyrics
I want to find the water
I desire to discover a solution or a purifying element.
That will wash the whole damned slate clean
To cleanse and start anew without past mistakes or burdens.
Break down
An emotional breakdown or collapse.
Break up
The dissolution or fragmentation of something.
We sleep in what we create
We live with the consequences of our creations.
Right now, I'm living so much hate
Currently experiencing a significant amount of intense dislike or anger.
Right here, my sins have all been paid
Feeling that the debts or consequences for wrongdoings have been settled.
To you
Addressing "you" directly or collectively.
Your friends
Referring to the acquaintances or associates of "you."
And for your sake
Acting or undergoing an experience for the benefit of "you."
I feel dirty and
Experiencing a sense of being unclean or morally impure.
So depraved
Feeling morally degraded or corrupted.
My knees have bled
Physical pain endured for the purpose of keeping "you" close.
To hold you here
Previously exerted efforts to retain "you" but have lost interest now.
But now I've lost the taste
Disinclination towards accepting falsehoods presented as worthwhile.
For lies force fed as time well spent
Rejecting lies imposed as valuable time.
Right now, I'm living so much hate
Presently feeling a strong sense of animosity or aversion.
Right here, my sins have all been paid
Belief that the dues or repercussions have been settled for "you."
To you
Directed towards "you" directly or collectively.
Your friends
Referring to the companions or allies of "you."
And for your sake
Acting or undergoing an experience for the welfare of "you."
I feel dirty and
Experiencing a sense of being unclean or morally impure concerning "you."
So depraved
Feeling morally degraded or corrupted in relation to "you."
And if another angel
If another celestial being advises endurance, there might be a violent reaction.
Says just grin and bear it
An angel advising tolerance despite adversity.
I might be forced
Feeling compelled to destroy the angel's image or representation.
To smash it's head
A potential act of violence against the angelic figure.
Against a wall
Inflicting harm on the celestial being to cease from sinning again.
And never sin again
Deciding to refrain from wrongdoing after extreme measures.
And if another angel
Similar to earlier, contemplating reacting violently to celestial advice.
Says just grin and bear it
Advice from an angel advocating endurance in the face of challenges.
I might be forced
Sensing a compulsion to harm the angelic figure.
To smash it's fucking head
Expressing intense frustration, considering violent action against celestial advice.
Against a wall
Consideration of extreme measures to prevent future wrongdoing.
And never sin again
Reaffirming the intent to avoid sin by taking drastic action.
Against myself and trust in anyone
Resolving to abandon self-trust and reliance on others due to suffering.
Write me off for suffering
Accepting being discounted or dismissed due to experiencing hardship.
It's a joke
A statement expressing resignation or exhaustion from enduring difficulties.
I give up
Conveying a sense of giving up or surrendering.
Comment