Apparition
Am I an Apparition?
Lyrics
Am I dead
Questioning existence, possibly feeling detached or isolated.
Am I dead
Repeating the question, emphasizing uncertainty or a profound state.
Am I dead
Continuing the existential questioning, expressing inner turmoil.
I feel like I’m DEAD!
Intense feeling of being lifeless or emotionally drained.
They say when you die you go to a better place
Exploring the notion of an afterlife or something better beyond death.
But my soul has been stuck in my head for days
Feeling trapped or confined within one's thoughts and emotions.
My head is possessed, I need to get you out
Sense of possession and a desire to break free from negativity.
You’re just dead weight I need to forget about
Recognizing the need to let go of burdensome elements.
I haven’t felt the world in forever
Disconnected from the world and its sensations for an extended period.
Numb for long as I can remember
Long-lasting emotional numbness, possibly due to past experiences.
Am I dead or have you just forgotten?
Questioning if the feeling of being forgotten equates to spiritual death.
I think I’m just an apparition
Identifying oneself as a ghostly presence or a mere shadow.
I’m all alone, I pushed my friends away
Expressing self-imposed isolation and distancing from friends.
Even though I’m free, I feel like I can’t escape
Despite freedom, feeling entrapped, unable to escape emotional struggles.
For years, this loneliness has been haunting me
Enduring a prolonged sense of loneliness, haunted by inner demons.
You’re the ghost of who I used to be
Seeing a distorted reflection of oneself in the past.
I haven’t felt the world in forever
Continued detachment from the world, echoing earlier sentiments.
Numb for long as I can remember
Persisting emotional numbness, suggesting a deep-seated issue.
Am I dead or have you just forgotten?
Reiterating the fear of being forgotten or overlooked.
I think I’m just an apparition
Reaffirming the feeling of being a ghostly presence or apparition.
I guess I only learn my lessons the hard way
Reflecting on learning life lessons through challenging experiences.
I trusted you and you burned my world away
Betrayal and the destructive impact of misplaced trust.
You were the one who made me change myself
Attributing personal changes to someone who had a significant influence.
Now after you, I can’t trust anyone else
Post-relationship trust issues and difficulty trusting others.
I constantly feel like I’ve been dragged to hell because thinking of you is eternal torture
Experiencing constant emotional pain and torment related to a past connection.
I haven’t felt the world in forever
Repeating the sense of detachment from the world.
Numb for long as I can remember
Continued emotional numbness, emphasizing its prolonged nature.
Am I dead or have you just forgotten?
Echoing the fear of being forgotten or overlooked.
I think I’m just an apparition
Reiterating the identity as an apparition, possibly with resignation.
AN APPARITION
Emphasizing the ghostly nature of the self.
I NEVER FELT SO LOST
Expressing an overwhelming sense of being lost, possibly in despair.
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