Parasitic Relationship
Escaping the Parasitic Struggle: A Journey Through Self-Reflection
Lyrics
Trapped inside a loop
Feeling trapped in a repetitive cycle
Don't know what to do
Uncertain about how to proceed
Feel like I'm losing myself
Sense of losing one's identity
Minutes turn to days
Time passing slowly, possibly in a negative way
Forget about the haze
Forgetting past confusion or uncertainty
How far ya think I fell
Reflecting on a significant fall or failure
Am I turning green
Questioning personal emotions (turning green)
Im envious of your sleeve
Jealous of someone else's apparent ease or success
Your heart is out and you say just what you mean
Admiration for someone who speaks honestly
Don't mean to be this way
Acknowledging an unintended negative behavior
Its just a form of escape
Using escape as a coping mechanism
Ironically cant make it out of this headspace
Struggling to break free from a mental state
I had so many shots to prove it to myself
Missed opportunities to prove oneself
Taking a chance could land me one fine spot in hell
Fear of negative consequences for taking risks
So pray the pain away
Suggesting prayer as a means to alleviate pain
Not what I mean but I say
Communication misalignment between intention and expression
Don't take it out if you have nothing to take
Caution against unnecessary actions
Or if you're feeling blocked
Advice to relax when feeling stuck
Chill out, relax, take the day off
Encouragement to take a break
They're adding up, and I cant shake this god damn cough
Accumulation of issues causing distress
I had so many shots to prove it to myself
Missed opportunities reiterated
Taking a chance could land me one fine spot in hell
Fear of consequences for taking risks
I heard that it would be okay
Hope for a positive outcome
I put my trust in you
Placing trust in someone
You threw it all away
Feeling betrayed as trust is broken
This parasitic relationship
Describing a harmful and one-sided relationship
Has gotta quit
Expressing the need to end the parasitic relationship
Isolate myself
Choosing isolation as a response
I feel so cold
Feeling emotionally distant and cold
Im getting frustrated
Frustration with a situation
I got so close
Coming close to a goal
Im falling in the deep end
Descending into a challenging situation
One hand upon the edge
Balancing on the edge of difficulty
Repeat what you just said
Disregarding or not processing information
In one ear out the other end
Information not retained or impactful
End of me end of fun as i can see
Suggesting an end to oneself or fun
Dramatic yeah to some
Recognizing drama in one's life
To others just another done
Actions seen differently by others
But whats the price, anyway?
Weighing the cost of actions
I had so many shots to prove it to myself
Missed opportunities reiterated
Taking a chance could land me one fine spot in hell
Fear of consequences for taking risks
I heard that it would be okay
Hope for a positive outcome
I put my trust in you
Placing trust in someone
You threw it all away
Feeling betrayed as trust is broken
This parasitic relationship
Describing a harmful and one-sided relationship
Has gotta quit
Expressing the need to end the parasitic relationship
I heard that it would be okay
Hope for a positive outcome
I blame it all on you
Attributing blame to someone else
The blame is all my way
Acceptance of personal responsibility
This parasitic relationship has got to quit
Expressing the need to end the parasitic relationship
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