Lyrics
My legs begin to move before I remember how to step
Feeling a spontaneous urge to move without conscious thought
I collapse and feel my body buried in the Earth's embrace
Sensation of being overwhelmed or consumed by the environment
A message
There's a communication or signal present
Is hidden in the dark
A message or meaning obscured in darkness
In secret
Confidential or concealed
It pulls itself up to the surface
Emerging from hidden depths to become visible
Filthy
Dirty or unclean
From years of Earth it tunnels through
Arising after a long time buried beneath the surface
A wasteland
A desolate or barren area
Unfamiliar at a first glance
Not immediately recognizable or known
I will try
Determined to persist despite difficulties
Until I see you
Continuing efforts until encountering a specific point or person
Gone too far
Going too deep or excessively into a situation
Down into the rabbit hole
Descending into a situation with unknown outcomes
I will try
Commitment to persist despite obstacles
Until I see you
Continuing efforts until encountering a specific point or person (repeated)
Crying eyes
Observing someone's distress or sadness
How I have missed you
Expressing longing for someone missed deeply
Heavy breath
Breathing heavily, potentially due to tension or excitement
With anticipation
Feeling anxious or excited about something to come
You're not there
Realizing absence or non-existence of someone
And you never have been
Understanding that someone was never present
I wake up
Coming to consciousness from a state of fear or uncertainty
Afraid that nothing's working
Feeling worried that efforts are futile or ineffective
I wake up
Repeated concern upon waking about the lack of progress
Afraid that nothing's working
Repeated concern upon waking about the lack of progress (repeated)
I wake up
-Afraid that nothing's working
-I wake up
Continuing to wake up with fear of stagnation or failure
Afraid that nothing's working
Recurring fear of inefficacy or lack of success upon waking
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