Lyrics
For a while i've been mostly without you
Feeling mostly incomplete without your presence for a period.
It Feels wrong that it don't feel wrong at all
It feels odd that the absence doesn't cause distress.
The beast is loose - but I don't wanna fight you
There's an internal conflict, a desire not to engage in a confrontation.
You go girl, stumble and fall
Encouragement despite potential failures or setbacks.
C'mon can't' you see? look into the mirror
Encouraging self-reflection through introspection.
You never wondered how far you have declined?
Questioning personal decline or deterioration.
I'm sick and tired of all your nonsense
Expressing frustration with meaningless or irrational behavior.
You woke up the thunder, it's the end of the line
Consequences arise due to provoking a strong reaction.
For the first time in my mind I feel alright
A sense of newfound mental peace or contentment.
The first time the last time
The initial and final experience coincide.
All washed away by the tide
All experiences erased or nullified by external forces.
For the first time in my mind I feel alright
A recurrence of feeling mentally at ease.
The first time the last time
Similarity between the first and last occurrences.
All washed away by the time and tide
All erased or nullified by the passage of time and external events.
Like a mad dog - i'm always ready
A readiness to confront challenges or obstacles.
I will hunt you down, you'll never win this fight
Determination to pursue despite an inevitable loss.
So fucking sad, that you're so pathetic
Expressing sadness about someone's pitiable state.
Leave it all behind, and get out of my sight
Advising to leave everything behind and disappear from view.
I know all of your secrets
Claiming knowledge of someone's hidden truths.
I let go of all your lies
Letting go of the falsehoods or deceit associated with that person.
Set sail the sun knows i'm coming
Beginning a journey towards an anticipated confrontation.
You can tell by the light we should say our goodbyes
Suggesting the need for farewells based on environmental cues.
For the first time in my mind I feel alright
Reiteration of feeling mentally at ease for the first time.
The first time the last time
Similarity between initial and final mental states.
All washed away by the tide
All erased or nullified by the ebb and flow of time.
For the first time in my mind I feel alright
Feeling mentally at ease for the first time again.
The first time the last time
Similarity between the initial and final mental states, once more.
All washed away
Repeated erasure or nullification due to external forces or time.
Some say hell or high water
Reference to facing challenges regardless of circumstances.
But i say time and tide
Belief in the power of time and natural rhythms to overcome obstacles.
Some say why even bother
Questioning the purpose or motivation behind efforts.
Seems like a struggle just to keep up the fight
Feeling that the struggle to continue the fight is burdensome.
Rain falls harder and i hear thunder.
Intensification of difficulties or challenges, accompanied by a metaphorical storm.
Do i miss you? no, but i wonder
Expressing contemplation about missing someone but still questioning.
Could you never, never ever
Wondering if the person could never articulate the reasons for their actions.
Could you never ever tell me why?
A plea or curiosity about the absence of explanations.
Peace of mind, full time disaster
Contrasting peace of mind with a continuous state of chaos.
So damn shy, I should have left faster
Regretting not leaving a chaotic situation sooner due to shyness or hesitation.
it's like i never, never ever
An acknowledgment that one never anticipated going their own way.
thought that I could go my way
An unexpected realization of personal independence or autonomy.
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