Lyrics
You saw it in me, I ain't see it first
You noticed something in me that I didn't see initially.
They ain't have it, harder than me, they ain't see the dirt
Others didn't experience hardships as intense as mine, and they didn't understand the struggles.
I just popped one fuckin' 'round in Tok DM
Took a drug, possibly in a private message on TikTok.
I ain't gon' lie, I was just tryna see if it worked
Admits to experimenting with drugs to see their effects.
Who would've knew that I'll be a nigga you can search
Unexpectedly became a person that people search for.
I thought you would've knew that I'm a nigga you can't hurt
Assumed that the listener knew he's not easily hurt.
You should meet him in person, he's a whole different person
Suggests meeting in person reveals a different side of him.
It's a gift and a curse but the gift could be worse
Life has both positive and negative aspects, with the positive potentially being worse.
Hmm-hmm, hmm
Repetition without specific meaning.
Them niggas been trying, can't let them get to me first
Protective of himself, preventing others from affecting him negatively.
Covid got it fucked up, I'm on Zoom calls with my nurse
Refers to the challenges of the COVID-19 pandemic, connecting with a nurse through Zoom calls.
But it's alright, but it's alright now
Expressing that despite challenges, everything is okay now.
But it's alright, but it's alright now
Reiteration that things are fine at present.
Say I'll give it up all right now
Implies willingness to give up everything at the moment.
They know I'm on Desi Block out to the sun go down
Recognition of his presence in Desi Block until sunset.
Traveling all around the world, go where I wanna go now
Enjoying the freedom to travel globally.
It's my life, don't believe the rumors, what you wanna know now
Defending his lifestyle against rumors and inquiries.
Youngin do this shit with ease, I bet you wanna know how
Boasts that his achievements come effortlessly, provoking curiosity.
I had to watch the ones close to me
Had to be cautious about those close to him.
I put people on in my business who ain't suppose to be
Selected individuals for opportunities but faced betrayals.
They be telling me I'm slept on, nobody notice me
Feeling overlooked by others.
But when I hit that, "Ooh, I," I bet you know it's me
Recognition moment, expecting people to know him when he hits success.
I ain't entertaining bullshit 'cause it ain't for me
Choosing not to engage in irrelevant matters.
I been up for three days straight, I need more sleep
Expressing exhaustion, indicating the need for rest.
Less war, I need more peace
Desiring less conflict and more tranquility.
Twenty first birthday coming up, I need a orgy
Anticipating a wild celebration for his 21st birthday.
Threes hoes, four more, only one me
Enumerating his romantic encounters.
I'm getting old, we both know this ain't for me
Acknowledging the challenges of aging.
But I ain't gon' complain, wishing it was how it was
Choosing not to complain but acknowledging the changes.
But it will never be the same
Acceptance that things will never return to how they were.
This music shit my passion, it was never for the fame
Stating that music is a passion rather than a quest for fame.
JSO want me to forget where I came from
Authority wants him to distance from his roots.
How I'ma do that if I'm still coming from it?
Questioning how he can forget where he came from if he's still connected to it.
They told me not to come back, it ain't nothing for me there
Advised not to return, wondering if fans see it as running away.
But will my fans call it running?
Contemplating the perception of his actions by fans.
But it's alright, but it's alright now
Reassurance that everything is fine despite challenges.
But it's alright, but it's alright now
Reiteration of the current positive state of affairs.
Say I'll give it up all right now
Expressing a willingness to give up everything at the moment.
They know I'm on Desi Block out to the sun go down
Acknowledges his presence in Desi Block until sunset.
Traveling all around the world, go where I wanna go now
Celebrating the freedom to travel globally.
It's my life, don't believe the rumors, what you wanna know now
Defending his lifestyle against rumors and inquiries.
Youngin do this shit with ease, I bet you wanna know how
Reiterates that he handles life's challenges with ease, provoking curiosity.
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