Smog
Navigating Shadows: Indigo's Tale of Loneliness, Laughter, and Late Nights
Lyrics
I talk too much when I'm nervous
I tend to talk excessively when feeling nervous.
I give too much away
I reveal too much about myself.
And you might think I'm trying to fuck
It may seem like I'm seeking a physical relationship, but...
But I'm really just trying to bang
...I'm actually just seeking a connection or intimacy.
I don't think I deserve it
I don't believe I deserve certain things or experiences.
I don't think anything
I lack confidence in my worth or abilities.
I just sit down and shut up
In social situations, I prefer to stay quiet and unnoticed.
And hope they don't notice me
I hope others don't pay much attention to me.
Mowing the lawn, just looking out through the smog
Engaging in mundane activities, observing life through a metaphorical smog.
I'm already gone, you can't make this shit up
I'm already emotionally distant or detached.
You can't make this shit up
Reiterating the surreal nature of the situation.
I come alive in the nighttime, when everybody else is done
I come alive and feel energetic during the nighttime when others are done.
Come alive, it's the right time to really start having fun
The nighttime is the right time for me to truly enjoy myself.
I don't know how to turn around if I'm not ready
Uncertain how to change course if not adequately prepared.
Don't know how to tell you that your jokes aren't funny
Struggling to express that certain things aren't amusing.
I eat too much when I'm lonely
I tend to overeat when feeling lonely.
I bury everything
I suppress or hide my emotions and problems.
I wanna face it head-on
I want to confront challenges directly.
But it's so easy to turn it away
However, it's easier to avoid facing difficulties.
I don't think I'm gonna make it
I doubt my ability to endure or succeed.
I don't think anything
I lack confidence in my worth or abilities (repeated).
I just sit down and shut up
In social situations, I prefer to stay quiet and unnoticed (repeated).
And hope they don't notice me
I hope others don't pay much attention to me (repeated).
Mowing the lawn, just looking out through the smog
Engaging in mundane activities, observing life through a metaphorical smog (repeated).
I'm already gone, you can't make this shit up
I'm already emotionally distant or detached (repeated).
You can't make this shit up
Reiterating the surreal nature of the situation (repeated).
I come alive in the nighttime, when everybody else is done
I come alive and feel energetic during the nighttime when others are done (repeated).
I come alive, it's the right time to really start having fun
The nighttime is the right time for me to truly enjoy myself (repeated).
I don't know how to turn around if I'm not ready
Uncertain how to change course if not adequately prepared (repeated).
Don't know how to tell you that your jokes aren't funny
Struggling to express that certain things aren't amusing (repeated).
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