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And every time I
Feeling a connection with something every time I go outside.
Go outside I see things
Observing things in the external world that trigger thoughts in my subconscious.
In the back of my mind
Constantly having thoughts lingering in the background of my consciousness.
And every single one
Each thing I observe reminds me of you.
They remind me of you
Everything I see brings back memories or associations related to you.
And every time I
Repeating the process of thinking about you.
Think about you
Reflecting on thoughts and emotions related to you.
It's a mess I don't
Feeling emotionally overwhelmed and confused when thinking about you.
Know what to do
Uncertain about how to handle the emotional turmoil caused by thoughts of you.
And all the while
Throughout this experience, you are causing harm to me.
You do damage to me
Emphasizing the negative impact you have on me.
You do damage to me
Reiterating the idea that you are causing harm.
My life is going under
Expressing a feeling of life spiraling downward.
Yet I wasn't ready for the
Unexpectedly facing a challenging situation without preparation.
End of it I wonder if it's
Questioning whether the current situation is fated or if there's a different, preferable outcome.
Meant to be this way or maybe
Considering if things would be better during a more positive time, perhaps in the summer.
Better in the summer
Reflecting on the potential improvement of circumstances during a brighter season.
I'll pretend I never see the
Pretending to ignore images or representations of your life.
Pictures that you're posting
Specifically referring to images you share on Instagram.
On your Instagram
Noticing that you seem to be doing well despite the emotional challenges.
I guess you're doing pretty well tho
Acknowledging that you appear to be thriving despite the difficulties.
If wanting happiness is
Contemplating the pursuit of happiness and whether it can lead to negative consequences.
Wrong then you can lock me in a
Expressing a willingness to endure hardship for the pursuit of happiness.
Cell tho honestly I'm
Despite personal struggles, acknowledging the desire for happiness.
Hurting pretty bad but you're
Experiencing significant emotional pain while recognizing your improved life.
Living better than the life we had
Comparing the current state of living, acknowledging your better life compared to ours.
I feel it in my chest tho
Feeling the emotional impact in the chest, indicating a deep and visceral reaction.
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