Wishful Thinking
Echoes of Longing: Interloper's Wishful Thinking Unveiled
Lyrics
Not again, hesitant to dive in
Feeling reluctance again, unwilling to fully engage
That thought is a ghost
A persistent thought that lingers like a haunting apparition
You're the bain and you're the comforting
You are both the source of pain and the source of solace
Escape from the places that I helped create
Trying to escape from the environments I played a role in creating
Deadweight
Carrying a burden, a heaviness that drags me down
Deadweight
This burden, this deadweight, is persisting
Fading
Fading away, losing significance or strength
Nothing more to say, someone tell me it gets better
Expressing a desire for reassurance, seeking affirmation that things will improve
I'm still breathing, I'm still breathing
Despite challenges, still alive and enduring
There has to come an end, where I replace you all together
A hope for a definitive conclusion, replacing all connections
Wishful thinking, wishful thinking
Fantasizing about an idealistic scenario, engaging in wishful thinking
Face to face, you're still not proving
In direct confrontation, there is still no validation or proof
That this wait is paying off
The waiting hasn't yielded positive results
Gambling, the cards I'm holding
Taking risks, holding onto the current situation like a hand of cards
Say you'll be back here again
Expressing a desire for a return, a promise to be back
I confess a problem does exist
Admitting the existence of a problem, living in denial for a long time
Long lived denial
Acknowledging a persistent denial that has endured
Come and hate, like paling my skin
Inviting hate, as if it could change something fundamental
Just save me the advice and when you begin
Rejecting advice, wanting to be spared from guidance when the end approaches
In my room, no one will think of you
In a private space, distancing from thoughts of you
Kill the light, do away with my regret
Turning off the light, attempting to rid myself of remorse
Deadweight
The burden persists, still a heavy weight
Deadweight
The burden, the deadweight, remains unchanged
Fading
Fading away, losing significance or strength (repeated)
Nothing more to say, someone tell me it gets better
Yearning for reassurance again, a plea for a better future
I'm still breathing, I'm still breathing
Despite challenges, still alive and enduring (repeated)
There has to come an end, where I replace you all together
A hope for a definitive conclusion, replacing all connections (repeated)
Wishful thinking, wishful thinking
Fantasizing about an idealistic scenario, engaging in wishful thinking (repeated)
Face to face, you're still not proving
In direct confrontation, there is still no validation or proof (repeated)
That this wait is paying off
The waiting hasn't yielded positive results (repeated)
Gambling, the cards I'm holding
Taking risks, holding onto the current situation like a hand of cards (repeated)
Say you'll be back here again
Expressing a desire for a return, a promise to be back (repeated)
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