Paralysed
Navigating Love's Abyss: A Soul's Struggle
Lyrics
I'm tired of swinging
I'm exhausted from the continuous fluctuation or uncertainty in life.
Up and down on this swing
Refers to the ups and downs in life without knowing the outcome.
And not knowing if I'm going down
Expressing uncertainty about the future and the consequences of actions.
Or what
An additional layer of uncertainty, questioning the nature of the experience.
I'm tired of walking
Feeling fatigued from the journey without a clear destination.
On this path and not knowing
Uncertainty about the destination or purpose of the journey.
Where it'll lead us
Uncertainty about the collective future or shared experiences.
Where it'll lead me
Personal uncertainty about one's own future or path.
I'm tired of feeling
Weary of experiencing emptiness or lack of purpose.
This void under my feet
Sense of instability or insecurity with each step taken.
Each time I'm taking a step
Uncertainty and potential pain with every action or decision.
I'm tired of discovering
Frustration with continuous encounters of confusion or chaos.
New horizons of confusion
New experiences of uncertainty when following someone else's path.
Each time I follow your way
The emotional pain associated with following someone's guidance.
'Cause each time I'm getting hurt
Expressing emotional hurt associated with relationships or connections.
Each time I'm getting burnt
Recurring emotional pain and damage from closeness.
Every time I get too close to your core
The fear or pain experienced when getting too close to someone's core or true self.
Sometimes I wonder whether
Reflecting on whether challenges are meant for personal growth or are irrational.
This is a way to toughen up or
Questioning the purpose behind difficulties—whether to strengthen or if they are unreasonable.
it is just insane
Doubt about the sanity of the challenges faced.
Sometimes I can't express
Difficulty expressing self-hatred or negative emotions.
How much I hate myself
Expressing a strong dislike or resentment towards oneself.
For letting me stay in this hell
Regret for remaining in a difficult or unpleasant situation.
As you are at the mercy of the waves
Metaphorically tied to external forces, helpless against life's challenges.
I reach out for you with both my hands
Reaching out for support, but the outcome is detrimental.
All that I get is to drown with you
Attempting to help but ending up suffering alongside the person.
And just as a weight tied to my ankle
Awareness that personal actions contribute to one's difficulties.
Is the awareness that It's my own hands
Recognizing self-responsibility for being pulled into challenging situations.
That pulled me into the tide
Realization that personal choices contribute to negative outcomes.
As I walk the line
Struggling with decision-making, unable to choose a path.
I just cannot decide
Difficulty determining the right direction or choice in life.
A direction, a side
Feeling immobilized or unable to take a stance.
I'm paralysed
Expressing a state of paralysis or emotional immobility.
As I walk the line
Continued struggle with decision-making and direction.
I just cannot decide
Reiteration of the ongoing difficulty in making choices.
A direction, a side
Emphasizing the persistent struggle with indecision.
I'm paralysed
Repetition of the emotional paralysis and indecision.
As I walk the line
Continued inability to decide or choose a path.
I just cannot decide
Reiteration of the ongoing struggle with indecision.
A direction, a side
Continued paralysis and difficulty in choosing a direction.
I'm paralysed
Expressing the prolonged state of emotional immobility.
'Cause for each time that I got hurt
Reflecting on the emotional pain and damage endured.
For each time that I got burnt
Repetition of the emotional hurt and burn experienced.
I can't count the times you made me feel loved
Highlighting the difficulty in quantifying the love received amid the pain.
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