Lyrics
What's going on with me?
Expressing confusion about current emotions or situation.
I've got something good, I know that I should be yours
Acknowledging a positive connection but feeling uncertain about commitment.
But I don't feel a thing
Describing emotional numbness or detachment.
I'm scared that I'm turning out just like him
Fearful of inheriting negative traits from someone else.
And now we're in a fight in the middle of the night
Describing a conflict, possibly a heated argument during the night.
'Cause I'm always in a mood, like I don't even try no more
Feeling consistently moody and expressing a lack of effort in relationships.
And you were right, I do this all the time
Acknowledging a partner's observation about repeating negative behaviors.
When I'm not satisfied, don't have a reason why, so I'm
Admitting dissatisfaction without a clear reason, leading to acting out.
Acting out 'cause I think I've had enough of smoking weed
Reacting to dissatisfaction by engaging in self-destructive behavior (smoking weed).
'Cause I'm never high enough on love
Expressing a sense of not achieving a sufficient level of love.
On love
Repetition emphasizing the insufficiency of love.
So get me higher, high on love
Seeking an elevation in emotional experience, particularly in love.
Get me high on love (higher)
Emphasizing the desire to be emotionally lifted through love.
So get me higher, high on love
Repetition of the plea to be lifted higher through love.
Get me high on love
Expressing the need to be elevated through love.
Never high enough on love
Reiterating the dissatisfaction with the current level of love.
What's happening to me?
Questioning the changes in oneself despite receiving desired things.
You're giving me everything that I wanted
Acknowledging receiving what was wanted but foreseeing an end to the happiness.
But living in a dream, will end when I wake up
Anticipating a harsh reality when the dreamlike state ends.
Always in the dark and I can't see the light
Feeling lost and unable to see positivity, possibly referencing a difficult situation.
The moon is shining bright for those who do it right, not me
Contrasting the bright outcome for those doing things right with personal struggles.
I survive with no one by my side
Surviving without support or companionship.
Even heaven shut its doors on me
Expressing a feeling of abandonment by even heavenly entities.
Heaven shut its doors on me
Repetition emphasizing the rejection by heavenly forces.
Acting out 'cause I think I've had enough of smoking weed
Repeating the self-destructive behavior due to dissatisfaction.
'Cause I'm never high enough on love
Reiterating the inability to reach a satisfying level of love.
On love
Repetition emphasizing the insufficiency of love.
So get me higher, high on love
Seeking an elevation in emotional experience, particularly in love.
Get me high on love (higher)
Emphasizing the desire to be emotionally lifted through love.
So get me higher, high on love
Repetition of the plea to be lifted higher through love.
Get me high on love
Expressing the need to be elevated through love.
Never high enough on love, no no, on love
Reiterating the dissatisfaction with the current level of love.
Never high enough on love, no no, on love
Repetition emphasizing the insufficiency of love.
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