Lyrics
Skin I live in
The speaker feels confined or restricted within their own skin.
Air I breathe
The air the speaker breathes signifies life's essential elements.
Pills I swallowed
Reference to medication or substances the speaker has consumed.
Hair I dyed
Symbolizes altering one's appearance, possibly for conformity or change.
Nothing fills up this big void I've been filling up
Despite attempts to fill a void, the speaker still feels empty.
Mask I fixed
Wearing a figurative mask to hide true feelings or identity.
Broken bones
Physical injuries or emotional damage the speaker has endured.
Glued eyelids
Suggests forcing oneself to stay awake or ignore things.
Stitched up skin
Mending oneself, trying to heal from past wounds.
Nothing fills up this big hole I've been feeling inside
Continued sense of emptiness despite efforts to fill it.
Took off my face
Metaphor for removing the facade or false identity.
Put it in the corner of my closet
Symbolic act of hiding one's true self away from public view.
Put it so deep
Hiding the true self deep within, away from others' sight.
Deep in there so no one ever sees it
Expressing regret or remorse for hiding oneself.
I'm sorry
Apology, perhaps for not being authentic or genuine.
So sick and tired of that face
Disgust or weariness with the false persona worn.
I'll come back to dust it off once in a while
Planning to revisit the hidden self occasionally.
So doctor
Questioning a professional about one's completeness and perfection.
What am I taking now?
-So doctor
-What did you stuff me with?
-So doctor
-Am I whole?
-So doctor
-Am I perfect now?
-Draw my eyes
Requesting the creation of artificial eyes, possibly seeking a different perspective.
Build my smile
Asking for the construction of a false smile, pretending happiness.
Artificial goddess
Ironically referring to oneself as an artificial deity.
Assemble pieces of myself
Reconstructing oneself using various influences or experiences.
I was molded
Feeling shaped or influenced heavily by external forces.
By others
-Am I living
Questioning whether the speaker truly lives or is controlled by others.
Or being lived?
Expressing insatiable desires and yearnings.
Endless longing and desire
Repetition of earlier verses, reflecting the ongoing struggle with self-identity.
Took off my face
-Put it in the corner of my closet
-Put it so deep
-Deep in there so no one ever sees it
-I'm sorry
-So sick and tired of that face
-I'll come back to dust it off once in a while
-So doctor
Continued questioning of self and seeking validation from an external authority.
What am I taking now?
-So doctor
-What did you stuff me with?
-So doctor
-Am I whole?
-So doctor
-Am I perfect now?
-So doctor
-Am I whole?
-So doctor
-Am I beautiful?
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