A.D.D.
Unveiling Inner Struggles: A.D.D. Reflection
Lyrics
Through-out my dream these hands are tied
Feeling restrained in my dreams
You wear your mask, but I see inside
You have a facade, but I can see through it
Never a vision I haven't seen
I've experienced every vision
All these lies spurred from dreams
Lies originated from dreams
All these lies left me blind
Deception has left me without insight
Whether yours? is all in time
Whether your lies will be exposed over time
With these hands built this life
I built my life with these hands
Hands of mine now I'm alive
My hands have given me life
Just can't hide from my self
I can't escape from facing myself
Just can't hide from my self
Reiteration of the inability to hide from oneself
I just can't hide from my self
Continued struggle to avoid self-awareness
Just can't hide from my fuckin' self
Intensified frustration about being unable to escape oneself
I can't hide
Repetition of the inability to hide
I can't hide
Emphasizing the impossibility of hiding
And I can't hide
Reiteration of the inability to hide
And I can't hide
Stressing the difficulty of hiding from oneself
Cause I just can't be myself
The challenge of being authentic
Cause I just can't fuckin' be myself
Expressing frustration with the struggle to be genuine
And I just can't hide from myself
Inability to conceal one's true self
Every time it's just myself
Every time, facing only oneself
I can't hide from my fuckin' self
Continued struggle with self-acceptance
I wanna peel my skin hang it on the shelf
Desire to shed one's identity, perhaps due to self-loathing
Die from no pain
Expressing a wish for a painless death
A minimal brain
Describing a simplistic or impaired mindset
Damn I'm like an idiot when I go insane
Feeling like an idiot during moments of insanity
Too impulsive too impatient
Impulsiveness and impatience causing challenges
Anxiety's got me screamin' this hatred
Anxiety leading to the expression of hatred
Still I strive to stay alive
Despite challenges, striving to stay alive
Gotta get mine cause I just can't be myself
Pursuing personal gain due to the difficulty of being oneself
Cause I just can't fuckin' be myself
Repetition of the struggle to be authentic
And I just can't hide from myself
Continued difficulty in hiding from oneself
Every time it's just myself
Repeated experience of facing only oneself
Is there some future? contemplate
Contemplating the existence of a better future
I need gratification before it's too late
Seeking satisfaction before it's too late
The cravings are dry, drive me through
Cravings driving towards self-destructive behavior
Self destruction can always be true
Acceptance that self-destruction may be inevitable
Islands of fire keep me alive
Mental resilience symbolized by islands of fire
No drugs around can fill me inside
Acknowledging that external substances can't fulfill inner emptiness
I can't hide
Repetition of the inability to hide
And I can't hide
Emphasizing the impossibility of hiding
I know I can't hide
Reiteration of the inability to hide
And I can't hide
Stressing the difficulty of hiding from oneself
I just can't be myself
The challenge of being authentic
And I just can't fuckin' be my self
Expressing frustration with the struggle to be genuine
I just can't hide from myself
Continued inability to conceal one's true self
Every time it's just my self
Every time, facing only oneself
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