Lyrics
It was all a waste of time
Expressing regret that the past experiences were not valuable.
I'm sorry that i had to say goodbye
Apologizing for the necessity of parting ways.
In the end it was you and i
Reflecting on the final moments shared between the speaker and the other person.
Now i can't look you in your eyes
Feeling unable to make eye contact due to the emotional aftermath.
This is why
Explaining the reason for the emotional struggle.
I get so high
Using substances, possibly drugs, to cope with emotional pain.
All the damn time
Expressing a persistent emotional state.
To get you off my mind
Trying to forget about the person in question.
Drink away the pain
Attempting to numb emotional pain through drinking.
But it doesn't go away
Acknowledging that the pain persists despite efforts.
Try to do my best
Struggling to perform well but consistently falling short.
But i always end up last
Expressing a recurring pattern of failure.
They said you were from hell
Referring to the other person negatively, possibly due to a troubled relationship.
I wish i could've tell
Expressing a desire to have known the truth about the other person.
She told me it was over
Recalling the moment when the relationship ended.
Back when i was sober
Describing a time when the speaker was not under the influence.
She told me it was over
Repeating the revelation of the relationship ending.
Back when i was sober
Repeating the state of sobriety during the breakup.
It was all a waste of time
Reiterating the sentiment that the past was not meaningful.
I'm sorry that i had to say goodbye
Apologizing again for the necessity of saying goodbye.
In the end it was you and i
Recalling the final moments shared with the other person.
Now i can't look you in your eyes
Continuing to feel discomfort in making eye contact.
Overthinking
Describing a state of excessive contemplation.
Can't stop drinking
Expressing difficulty in stopping the consumption of alcohol.
Popping the percs
Mentioning the use of a prescription drug (percs) and hoping for its effectiveness.
I hope it works
Expressing uncertainty about the outcome of using the drug.
Don't know how
Admitting a lack of knowledge about how and when things will improve.
Don't know when
Expressing hope for a future reunion with the other person.
But i hope i'll see you again
Questioning the original intentions or plans regarding the relationship.
Was it always the plan
Wondering if the intention was to find someone else.
To find another man
Suspecting a shift in the other person's romantic interests.
You blamed it on the distance
Blaming the relationship's troubles on physical distance.
But now youre none existent
Expressing a sense of the other person's absence or nonexistence.
You said i had to change
Recalling a request or expectation to change.
Oh no
Rejecting the notion of personal change.
But it was all a waste of time
Reaffirming that the past was not valuable or meaningful.
It was all a waste of time
Repeating the sentiment that the past was a waste of time.
I'm sorry that i had to say goodbye
Apologizing once again for the necessity of parting ways.
In the end it was you and i
Reflecting on the final moments shared between the speaker and the other person.
Now i can't look you in your eyes
Continuing to feel discomfort in making eye contact.
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