I'm Not Coming Home
Caught in Love's Crossfire
Lyrics
I wasn’t raised this way
I was not brought up or taught to behave in this manner.
I should’ve known better
I should have had better judgment or made wiser choices.
But the grim is knocking at my door
Difficult circumstances or challenges are approaching my life.
I see him through the window
I can perceive those challenges or difficulties from my vantage point.
Times are hard now
Current times are tough or challenging.
If you been what I've been through
If you have experienced what I have gone through...
Tears in an empty cell
Tears are shed in an empty space or emotionally isolated environment.
Hope she's doing well
I hope she is doing well (possibly a reference to someone important).
Caught in the crossfire of love
Caught in a difficult situation arising from love.
Saving my soul for heaven & hell
Preserving my spiritual well-being for the afterlife.
I'm not coming home
Declaring the decision not to return home.
I'm not coming home
Reiteration of the decision not to return home.
Gave in to the devil
Yielded or succumbed to negative influences or temptations.
I learned to be numb
Learned to become emotionally detached or insensitive.
But the poison they fed me
The harmful ideas or substances they exposed me to had a detrimental effect.
It fucked me up
It caused significant harm or disturbance in my life.
Sinful desire
Indulging in forbidden or morally wrong cravings.
Blinded by smoke
Unable to see clearly, possibly due to confusion or deception.
I was feeling all alone
Experiencing a sense of isolation and loneliness.
And that's all she wrote
That concludes the story or situation.
Caught in the crossfire of love
Caught in a difficult situation arising from love (repeated).
Saving my soul for heaven & hell
Preserving my spiritual well-being for the afterlife (repeated).
I'm not coming home
Reiteration of the decision not to return home (repeated).
I'm not coming home
Declaring the decision not to return home (repeated).
Caught in the crossfire of love
Caught in a difficult situation arising from love (repeated).
Saving my soul for heaven & hell
Preserving my spiritual well-being for the afterlife (repeated).
I'm not coming home
Reiteration of the decision not to return home (repeated).
I'm not coming home
Declaring the decision not to return home (repeated).
I'm not coming home
Reaffirmation of the decision not to return home.
I'm not coming home
Final reaffirmation of the decision not to return home.
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