Lyrics
I been spending days alone
I have been spending my days in solitude.
This my great escape
This is my way of escaping from reality.
And I don't want to say it wrong
I am hesitant about expressing myself correctly.
But It's a bit too late
Regrettably, it seems that it's too late now.
If I lift my head up off this bed, I think I'll fall down
If I raise my head from this bed, I feel like I might collapse.
I don't wanna work upon my ways, trying to call out
I don't want to address my issues, attempting to reach out.
And I don't want to waste another day but I've been all out
I am reluctant to waste another day, but I'm emotionally drained.
Difference burned a flame inside my heart I had a falling out
Differences have caused a conflict in my heart, leading to a falling out.
Wait right here, I'll state my fear
Stay here, I'll express my fear.
I'll wait my turn, and watch it burn
I'll wait for my turn and witness the consequences.
Wait right here, I'll state my fear
Repeat of line 9.
I'll wait my turn, and watch it burn
Repeat of line 10.
Stuck in my bed, I cant wait to lift my head
Feeling trapped in my bed, anticipating the moment I can lift my head.
I can't say what you said, I can't wake until you're dead
I can't repeat what you said, eagerly waiting for resolution.
It's my game it's my debt, I can't pay up all my cents
My actions, my consequences, I can't settle my debts.
I can't leave it all unsaid, I can't leave that text on read but you can
I can't leave things unsaid, unlike you who can ignore my messages.
I can't lose it all again, you can't get up in my head
I can't risk losing everything again; you can't understand my thoughts.
Only asleep I ain't even dead
Only in sleep am I free from troubles; I'm not actually dead.
Only your fee makes me want to spend, all of my thoughts over your intent
Your influence makes me want to spend my thoughts on your intentions.
I can't even speak I cannot defend I can't even really meet up all my ends
I can't articulate, defend, or complete my tasks.
I can't really say what it is that I meant
I can't express what I truly meant.
I can't pay the price so I'm picking my revenge
I can't afford the cost, so I'm choosing revenge.
Severance a bitch but it's only in the end
Ending a relationship is tough, but it only becomes clear in the end.
I can't talk to her so I'm sticking to my bed
I can't communicate with her, so I'm staying in my bed.
Talking a big talk dropping in the end
Talking boldly but it's only a facade; it's all a rip-off with no real victory.
It's only a rip off you can never win
Highlighting the deceptive nature of talking big; there's no true success.
Getting him ticked off telling every sin
Provoking someone by revealing every sin.
You can't get to me again
You can't affect me again.
I been spending days alone
Repeat of line 1.
This my great escape
Repeat of line 2.
And I don't want to say it wrong
Repeat of line 3.
But It's a bit too late
Repeat of line 4.
Wait right here, I'll state my fear
Repeat of line 9.
I'll wait my turn, and watch it burn
Repeat of line 10.
Wait right here, I'll state my fear
Repeat of line 11.
I'll wait my turn, and watch it burn
Repeat of line 12.
Head, in my head, am I dead
In my head, am I dead?
In my bed, bed head, what you said
In my bed, bed head, reflecting on what was said.
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