Lyrics
Been trapped up in my ways Me and mama we go back and forth
Feeling stuck in habitual behavior, experiencing conflicts with the speaker's mother.
Damn it, been some days Got me wishing, hoping for your love
Expressing a longing for love after going through challenging days.
Wanna settle place where I feel that natural stuff
Desiring a stable and natural place to settle down.
Stay up late with my thoughts Swear to God I had enough
Struggling with late-night thoughts and expressing a sense of exhaustion.
Girl, was supposed to be me And you were done, changed it
Feeling betrayed as someone changed their plans with the speaker.
Question where the bond mean I'm guessing that we ain't it
Questioning the meaning of the bond, suggesting uncertainty in the relationship.
Tried to give you the world before you played it
Attempting to give everything to someone before they betrayed the speaker.
Nowadays I barely talk Don't wanna keep conversation
Experiencing a reluctance to engage in conversations in the present.
Best believe if I ain't texting first Watch us not talk again
Anticipating that communication will cease if the speaker doesn't initiate it.
Gotta watch the closest ones behind them doors They is not your friends
Being cautious about trusting even close individuals behind closed doors.
Rolling with some real steppers Hold on, what the problem is?
Associating with genuine, assertive individuals and questioning existing problems.
They some loose ones, they can't lose They shoot with confidence
Referring to people who are confident shooters, suggesting a fearless attitude.
Percocet dreaming got me humming... (Hmmm)
Indicating drug use, possibly as a coping mechanism or for recreational purposes.
Through away my heart like it really wasn't nothing
Describing a past action of discarding emotions without much consideration.
Took so many L's feel like Lord, you owe me something
Expressing a feeling of accumulating losses and seeking compensation.
Looking for your love, but I'm real low on running
Searching for love but feeling low on energy or motivation.
I remember days we was stuck out that cold
Recalling difficult times in the past, possibly in a harsh environment.
Had no time to waste, but really everything I owe
Acknowledging responsibilities and debts owed despite limited time.
None people just a phase, I've been alone before
Referring to certain people as a passing phase, having experienced solitude before.
Stuck feeling strange, people change when you at your low
Feeling alienated and noticing changes in people's behavior during tough times.
A big hard, get you nothing in this world but some sorrow
Acknowledging that a tough exterior may not yield anything but sorrow.
I've been popping pills, hoping I don't see tomorrow
Admitting to using drugs, expressing a lack of hope for the future.
Taking X-pills with no narcos
Mentioning specific drugs, suggesting a complex relationship with substances.
Hate my grave, they just take it souls no borrow
Expressing disdain for those who disrespect the speaker's grave.
I ain't sleeping like a week straight Slowly giving up each day
Describing a period of sleep deprivation and a gradual loss of hope.
I don't know why you here if all you gon' do is leave me
Questioning the purpose of someone's presence if they are only going to leave.
If you say I love you, just promise to go easy
Asking for reassurance that love will be expressed gently if claimed.
I just want a piece of mind, I'm thinking this world don't need me
Expressing a desire for peace of mind and feeling unneeded in the world.
I can't help myself when I get in my feels
Admitting vulnerability and difficulty controlling emotions.
So much fake love and this world can't tell what's really real
Reflecting on the prevalence of fake love and the difficulty in discerning reality.
Lost so much brothers, thinkin' back, that just give me chills
Recounting the loss of close friends, leading to emotional reactions.
Days flipping packs, praying that I see a mil
Recalling days of engaging in illegal activities while hoping for financial success.
Been trapped up in my weeds, me and mama we go back and forth
Repeating the feeling of being trapped and conflicting with the speaker's mother.
Damn it been some days, got me wishing, hoping for your love
Expressing a desire for love after going through challenging days (similar to line 2).
Wanna settle place where I feel that natural stuff
Yearning for a place where genuine and natural experiences can be felt.
Stay up late with my thoughts, swear to God I had enough
Expressing exhaustion with late-night thoughts, echoing line 5.
Girl, I'm supposed to be me and you a done changed it
Feeling betrayed again, emphasizing a change in the relationship.
Question where the bomb, mean I'm guessing that we ain't in
Questioning the existence of a bond, indicating uncertainty about the relationship.
Tried to give you the world before you played it
Reiterating the attempt to give everything before facing betrayal (similar to line 8).
Nowadays I barely talk, don't wanna keep conversation
Expressing a reluctance to engage in conversation in the present, echoing line 10.
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