Gone
Embracing Darkness: Jaimee Harris' Journey Through Heartbreak and Desolation
Lyrics
Oh my, it's been a dark and twisted time
Reflecting on a difficult and troubled period.
I lost my friend, I lost my heart and I lost my mind Stuck on repeat, I'm giving out the same old little lie I'm fine I'm fine
Experiencing multiple losses—friendship, emotional stability, and mental well-being. Pretending to be okay when not.
I'm always in love with someone that I shouldn't be I sleep with a man who won't give a damn for me So I close my eyes and just try not to feel anything It's all okay cause for today I just wanna be
Falling for people who are emotionally unavailable, engaging in unfulfilling relationships. Trying to numb emotions to cope.
Gone
Expressing a strong desire to escape or disappear.
I wanna be Gone
-I wanna be Gone
-I wanna be Gone
-Oh to you it must seem I go about things carelessly
Acknowledging that others may perceive actions as careless or reckless.
I look a mess, I smell of smoke, oh, God, I'm so disgusting It's calculated I am pushing away everything
Feeling and appearing unkept or repulsive intentionally to distance oneself from others.
So far from me it's all I need cause all I wanna be is
Desiring distance from everything, wanting to be far away as that's the only desire.
Gone
Reiterating the strong desire to vanish or escape.
I wanna be Gone
-I wanna be Gone
-I wanna be Gone
-Go to shelf and pull down a book I used to read
Seeking solace in revisiting familiar things from the past.
I flip to a page and find the words that used to mean something I want nothing more than just to want to believe
Trying to find meaning in past words or experiences that once held significance.
For now, I'm dumb oh Lord please come cause I just wanna be
Feeling temporarily disconnected or unable to comprehend, seeking relief from the situation.
Gone
Strongly expressing the desire to disappear or escape, reiterating the longing to be gone.
I wanna be Gone
-I wanna be Gone
-I wanna be Gone
-I wanna be Gone
-I wanna be Gone
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