the family juuls
Navigating Heartache: Unraveling the Emotions in My Boyfriend's Terrible Band's 'The Family Juuls'
Lyrics
I don't want to believe
I am hesitant to accept or believe something.
In anything
I lack belief in various things.
I get my hopes so high
I consistently raise my expectations, but they are not fulfilled.
But they never seem to
Hopes don't materialize or stabilize.
Stay in place or get ahold
Things are unstable and hard to control.
I'm going to get in line and do as told
I'll conform to expectations and follow instructions.
I want to get myself lost in your curls
I desire to immerse myself in your presence, possibly romantically.
But I don't think you want me in your world
I doubt your interest in including me in your world.
You're just wasting all my time
You're wasting my time.
I don't seem to mind
I don't seem bothered by the time being wasted.
I keep getting high
I engage in activities that alter my state of mind.
And hoping that I die
I have thoughts of death while being in an altered state.
Now you're not texting back
You are not responding to my messages.
I don't know how to act
I am unsure how to behave in this situation.
My anxiety
Anxiety is causing significant distress.
It's fucking killing me
Anxiety is profoundly affecting me.
Truth be told, I think we both know
We both recognize that our relationship is not viable.
It's not gonna work
The relationship is unlikely to succeed.
I don't know if I like you
I am uncertain if my attraction is to you or the pain it brings.
Or I just like the hurt
Uncertain if I am drawn to you or the emotional pain.
You're just wasting all my time
You continue to waste my time.
I don't seem to mind
I remain unaffected by the time being wasted.
I keep getting high
I persist in engaging in activities altering my state of mind.
And hoping that I die
I continue to entertain thoughts of death.
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