Lyrics
I wake up
Expressing the start of the day.
At a quarter to one
Indicating the time of waking up.
Don't feel like getting dressed
Desire to avoid the effort of dressing up.
I get back
Returning home after facing a common problem.
It's a standard attack
Describing a recurring emotional struggle.
I want to put a bullet in my head
Expressing extreme emotional pain and despair.
Is it always going to be like this?
Questioning if the difficult situation will persist.
Maybe, no, yes, maybe not
Uncertainty about the future.
Help me please for the love of fucking god
Pleading for assistance with a strong emotional appeal.
My life is coming undone
Stating that life is falling apart.
No one told me
Expressing surprise at the ease of falling apart.
How easy it is
Reflection on the simplicity of the unraveling process.
To fall undone
Reiteration of the unexpected nature of falling apart.
No one told me
Re-emphasizing the lack of prior warning.
How hard it is
Commenting on the difficulty of being on the run.
To be on the run
Expressing a state of emotional distress.
I am not okay
Directly stating the emotional state as "not okay."
I'll just slip away
Expressing a desire to withdraw or escape.
Life flows on anyway
Acknowledging that life continues despite personal struggles.
I am not okay
Reiterating the emotional state of not being okay.
What can I say?
Expressing difficulty in finding words to describe the situation.
Your world made this way
Attributing the emotional state to the external world.
I am lost
Conveying a sense of being lost.
And I split like a heart
Using a metaphor of splitting like a heart to depict emotional pain.
Derealisation
Referring to a psychological condition of detachment.
Am I wrong?
Questioning the correctness of the emotional state.
Wait, who's to tell me I'm wrong?
Challenging the authority to judge the emotional state.
My compulsions are strong
Highlighting the strength of compulsive behaviors.
No one told me
Reiteration of the lack of prior warning.
How weird it is to be anyone
Reflecting on the peculiarity of being any person.
No one told me
Reiterating the absence of guidance on handling impulsive thoughts.
How to separate the impulsive thoughts
Expressing emotional distress and desire to withdraw.
I am not okay
Repeating the assertion of not being okay.
I'll just slip away
Expressing a desire to slip away from the current situation.
Life flows on anyway
Acknowledging that life continues despite personal struggles.
I am not okay
Reiterating the emotional state of not being okay.
What can I say?
Expressing difficulty in finding words to describe the situation.
Your world made this way
Attributing the emotional state to the external world.
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