Lyrics
I cannot sleep
Difficulty in sleeping
There's too much noise in my head
Mental chaos or distraction preventing sleep
I cannot sleep
Reiteration of inability to sleep
I want it here instead
Desire for something different in place of sleep
I never thought that this could come to this
Surprise at the current situation
I just wanna look at your face in peace now
Seeking tranquility by looking at someone's face
You will never miss
Confidence in not being missed by someone
But I can't
Expressing inability despite the desire
(Ha ha ha ha)
Laughter, possibly ironic or resigned
I cannot keep
Inability to retain or carry the burden of shame
The shame that's clawed us out
Feeling overwhelmed or affected by shame
And I will not keep
Refusal to retain someone else's deceitful statements
Your shut up, shut up lies
Rejecting lies, insisting on honesty
I never thought that this could come to this
Reflecting on unexpected circumstances
I just wanna live in bliss, in peace now
Desire for a peaceful and joyful existence
You will never miss
Confidence in not being missed despite leaving
But I can
Expressing inability despite the desire to leave
(Ha ha ha ha)
Reiteration of laughter, possibly indicating resignation or irony
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