Forgot Who I Was
Rediscovering Identity: Janet Mona's Reflections in 'Forgot Who I Was'
Lyrics
I guess I just forgot who I was
I have lost a sense of my true self.
I guess I just forgot who I was
Reiteration of feeling disconnected from one's identity.
I been running circles tryna stay up on my grind
Engaging in repetitive tasks to maintain focus on goals.
Wasting all my patience feeling like I'm losing time
Feeling frustrated and anxious about time slipping away.
Incapable
Feeling unable to overcome challenges.
Improbable
Seeming unlikely or difficult to achieve.
I'm sitting by myself and all my
Isolating oneself with introspective thoughts.
Precious little thoughts they keep on tryna take away
Battling intrusive thoughts that threaten one's focus.
Everything I worked for everything I fucking gave
Struggling to protect and preserve hard-earned achievements.
And I'm the one that's holding the gun
Assuming responsibility for the challenges faced.
My bad
Apologizing for the self-realization.
I guess I just forgot who I was
Reaffirmation of forgetting one's true identity.
Bad bitch
Confidently asserting oneself as strong and independent.
Telling everyone she the one
Boasting about being the ideal partner.
I'll switch from a good girl crying
Switching from vulnerability to becoming a challenging issue.
To a problem you're amplifying
Amplifying problems and making them more significant.
And you can tell me that you think I'm good
Receiving positive feedback but not internalizing it.
But I don't
Expressing a lack of agreement with positive opinions.
And I could paint the masterpiece
Capable of creating something exceptional.
But feel a joke
Feeling that achievements are not taken seriously.
My bad
Apologizing again for the self-realization.
I guess I just forgot who I was
Restating the forgetfulness of one's true self.
I stay up and I think about what everyone thinks
Reflecting on external opinions and their impact.
Realize it's doing harm, it isn't serving me
Acknowledging that certain thoughts are harmful and unhelpful.
But what's a girl like me to believe
Expressing doubt due to financial struggles.
When your money's from streams
Questioning credibility and self-worth in financial terms.
And you keep struggling
Experiencing ongoing challenges despite financial gains.
I've been feeling like I usually do
Feeling a sense of familiarity with recurring emotions.
Hope I don't sell out, hope I fly to the moon
Expressing hopes of maintaining authenticity despite success.
My bad
Reiterating the forgetfulness of one's true self.
I guess I just forgot who I was
Apologizing again for the self-realization.
Bad bitch
Confidently asserting oneself as strong and independent.
Telling everyone she the one
Boasting about being the ideal partner.
I'll switch from a good girl crying
Switching from vulnerability to becoming a challenging issue.
To a problem you're amplifying
Amplifying problems and making them more significant.
And you can tell me that you think I'm good
Receiving positive feedback but not internalizing it.
But I don't
Expressing a lack of agreement with positive opinions.
And I could paint the masterpiece
Capable of creating something exceptional.
But feel a joke
Feeling that achievements are not taken seriously.
My bad
Apologizing again for the self-realization.
I guess I just forgot who I was
Reaffirmation of forgetting one's true identity.
My bad
Reiteration of feeling disconnected from one's identity.
I guess I just forgot who I was
Reaffirmation of forgetting one's true identity.
Bad bitch
Confidently asserting oneself as strong and independent.
Telling everyone she the one
Boasting about being the ideal partner.
My bad
Apologizing for the self-realization.
I guess I just forgot who I was
Final reiteration of feeling disconnected from one's identity.
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