Wonderboy
Wondering High: A Soul's Struggle for Meaning
Lyrics
The only reason I'm on it, cause I'm fucking high
The speaker engages in this behavior due to being under the influence of drugs.
Don't tell me to stop it, cause it feels to right
Despite being advised to stop, the speaker finds the action too enjoyable to cease.
I can tell you're down when you're looking at me
The speaker can perceive when someone is feeling down or upset while looking at them.
I know you're mad that I took all three
The speaker acknowledges causing upset or frustration by taking something without permission.
I meant what I said if we take this slowly
Expressing sincerity in intentions if the situation progresses slowly.
The was you throw it back gon' make me Od, od yeah, od, od
The way the person moves or acts sexually is so intense it could cause the speaker to overdose (metaphorically) due to excitement.
And she looked at me dangerous, Why you look so anxious,
The person the speaker is interacting with seems dangerous or risky, causing anxiety in the speaker.
You be acting like this ain't shit,
Addressing the person's behavior as if it's insignificant or unimportant.
You be acting like the same chick
Comparing the person's behavior to someone else's in a dismissive manner.
I've been making arrangements, still on my same shit, I don't know where aim is, but imma leave you brainless, painless
Continuing with familiar patterns, uncertain about direction but intending to leave without causing pain.
The only reason I'm on it, cause I'm fucking high
Reiteration of engaging in the behavior due to being under the influence of drugs.
Don't tell me to stop it, cause it feels to right
Repeating the sentiment that the action is too enjoyable to stop despite advice to do so.
Sometimes I wonder is this even worth it?
Questioning the value or significance of continuing this behavior or lifestyle.
Most of my life I've been so uncertain
Expressing long-standing feelings of uncertainty throughout life.
Wishing and dreaming this life just ain't working for me
Feeling dissatisfied with life and expressing a desire for change.
But baby I wonder, wonder if I could reach the sky
Wondering if it's possible to achieve something great, reaching for the metaphorical sky.
Baby, I wonder, wonder if I could get that high
Wondering if it's possible to experience a high or a feeling of euphoria in life.
Wasted nights and most evening to make me believe it, maybe there's hope but tonight help me breath
Reflecting on nights spent wasted and seeking hope or relief tonight.
The only reason I'm on it, cause I'm fucking high
Reiterating the involvement in the behavior due to being under the influence of drugs.
Don't tell me to stop it, cause it feels to right
Reiterating that the action feels too good to stop despite advice against it.
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