Lyrics
You keep shit to yourself
You keep your problems and emotions to yourself.
But I've changed for the better now
The speaker has undergone positive changes.
I know I'm losin you
The realization of losing someone important.
Despite the shit we went through
Despite facing challenges together, the relationship has suffered.
Yeah but you're the reason I get too high
The person is the cause of the speaker's excessive use of substances.
I need to sober up but it's too hard
Struggling to become sober but finding it difficult.
On and on you go
The situation continues, seemingly without resolution.
Got me trippin off a perc when I'm on the road why
Intoxication while on the road, possibly using prescription drugs.
You're the reason I'm not fine
The person is negatively affecting the speaker's mental well-being.
Snort shit and OD in the night time
Reference to risky behavior involving drugs at night.
On and on you go
The cycle of negative experiences continues.
You stabbed me in the back again
Repetition of betrayal, feeling stabbed in the back.
Stab me in the back again
-Stab me in the back again
-Save it all
An instruction to keep everything, possibly emotions, to oneself.
My ex-bitch got me thinkin that it's my fault
Blaming oneself for issues in a past relationship.
My ex-bitch got me tweakin off a bottle
Substance abuse influenced by the speaker's past relationship.
I caught you bluffin
Discovering deception, realizing promises were empty.
You said forever now I know it meant nothing
Realization that a commitment meant nothing.
And I can't function
Struggling to function due to the impact of the relationship.
You got me smokin by the pound just so I could feel something
Using substances to cope with emotions.
But it ain't my fault
Rejecting blame for the breakup.
That you left me
Feeling abandoned by the person.
Left me
-Are you doing well
Checking on the person's well-being, acknowledging their success.
It seems you're doing well
-Yeah but you're the reason I get too high
The person remains the cause of the speaker's excessive behavior.
I need to sober up but it's too hard
-On and on you go
Continued emotional turmoil.
Got me trippin off a perc when I'm on the road why
Drug use to cope with the challenges of being on the road.
You're the reason I'm not fine
The person's influence on the speaker's mental state.
Snort shit and OD in the night time
Engaging in dangerous drug-related activities at night.
On and on you go
Repetition of the ongoing negative cycle.
You stabbed me in the back again
Expressing impatience and frustration with the waiting game.
Aye
-How long you expect me to wait
-How long you expect me to stay, shit
Questioning the duration the speaker is expected to endure the situation.
I can't take it
Unable to tolerate the circumstances any longer.
I kept you close
Keeping the person close because they were loved during difficult times.
Cuz you loved me most when I couldn't even love myself
The person's love was crucial when the speaker couldn't love themselves.
And I can't tell
Uncertainty about the person's current feelings.
If you do still
-You don't know how I feel
The person may not fully understand the speaker's emotions.
What the fuck do I do
Expressing confusion about what to do in the current situation.
Cuz I still need you
Despite the difficulties, the speaker still needs the person.
I still need you
-Yeah but you're the reason I get too high
The person remains a trigger for the speaker's excessive behavior.
I need to sober up but it's too hard
-On and on you go
Continuation of emotional turmoil, especially while on the road.
Got me trippin off a perc when I'm on the road why
Drug use impacting the speaker's well-being during travels.
You're the reason I'm not fine
The person's influence on the speaker's mental state.
Snort shit and OD in the night time
Engaging in dangerous drug-related activities at night.
On and on
Repetition of the ongoing negative cycle.
On and on
-On and on you go
-You stabbed me in the back again
Reiterating the feeling of being betrayed.
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