Lyrics
Yeah
Expressing agreement or acknowledgment
I said I'm sorry that I'm fucked up
Apologizing for personal flaws or mistakes
I wish I could be better
Expressing a desire for self-improvement
But it's pouring in my heart it's a stormy weather
Symbolizing emotional turmoil or difficulty
Won't forget her cause she dealt with all my bullshit
Recognizing someone who endured challenges caused by the speaker
She deserves better fuck dealing with my foolishness
Acknowledging the other person's worth and deserving better treatment
And yeah I know that I'm a piece of shit
Admitting personal flaws or mistakes
Why the fuck you think I hate being me and shit
Expressing dissatisfaction with oneself
I need another fix someone quickly patch me up
Seeking immediate relief, possibly from emotional pain
I can't exist not unless I have these fucking drugs
Dependency on drugs for existence
And I'm sorry
Repeating the apology for personal shortcomings
I know my loved ones probably think less about me
Awareness of potential negative perceptions from loved ones
Tryna' stay afloat but I swear to God I'm drowning
Struggling to cope with challenges, feeling overwhelmed
Every step I take feels like I'm climbing up a mountain fuck
Metaphorically describing the difficulty of life
I'm running out of strength
Feeling physically and emotionally drained
I'm running out of patience
Losing patience and strength
I been losing faith
Experiencing a decline in faith or hope
Will you save me before I take my life away
Expressing a plea for help to prevent self-harm
Please save me someone take this knife away
Desperately asking for intervention to avoid harm
Look me in my eyes
Inviting someone to observe the speaker's emotions
Tell me what you see
Challenging others to perceive the speaker's inner self
Hope one day I'll find
Expressing hope for internal peace
Peace inside of me
Longing for inner tranquility
Suicidal thoughts
Expressing thoughts of self-harm or suicide
Suicidal dreams
Referencing dark dreams related to self-harm
Once you realize that nothing's ever what it seems
Reflecting on the deceptive nature of life
Used to think life would end up like a fairytale
Initial belief in a positive outcome, contrasting with reality
Then I blinked and I woke in this lonely hell
Awakening to a harsh and lonely reality
Lord forgive me for my downfall
Seeking forgiveness for personal failures
But this weight is too much for me to stand tall
Feeling overwhelmed by life's burdens
So I crawl and I cry by my lonesome
Symbolic act of desperation and vulnerability
I get lost in these tides of emotions and fuck
Losing control to intense emotions
No I can't swim
Expressing inability to handle difficult situations
Feel the heat come from hell on my damn skin
Feeling the heat and pressure of difficult circumstances
I've sinned in my past no I won't lie
Admitting past mistakes and regrets
I sniffed in the bathroom a couple lines
Revealing a history of substance abuse
Aw fuck here I go again
Anticipating regret for current actions
Blurting out a bunch of bullshit I'll soon regret
Acknowledging the likelihood of future remorse
Please forgive me I beg you
Begging for forgiveness from others
If I become an angel I will protect you
Expressing a desire to protect others if transformed positively
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