Blinded Eyes
Desperate Love: Unveiling the Pain Behind Blinded Eyes
Lyrics
The power you have over me
The control or influence you exert over me
You broke my heart from overseas
You caused emotional pain while being physically distant
Although I had no guarantee of your love
Even though there was no assurance of your affection
I gave you all you asked of me
I provided everything you requested
My time, my money, my body
I gave you my time, money, and physical presence
How could I be so naive, oh
I feel foolish for being so easily deceived
Now I gotta get high every time I try to feel
I turn to substances to cope with my emotional pain
Something inside, think I'm broken I won't heal
I feel internally damaged and unable to recover
They say it's gonna be alright, just pretend that it's not real
People advise me to pretend it's not real for things to get better
No time for regret
I don't have time to feel remorse
So, I guess I was desperate
Perhaps I was in a state of extreme neediness
Feeling unloved, and lonely
Experiencing a lack of love and feeling isolated
I forced myself to have those blinded eyes
I willingly blinded myself to reality
Consciously lied to myself
I knowingly deceived myself
I fell in love with a made up version of you in my head
I fell for an idealized image of you that I created in my mind
And I forced myself to have those blinded eyes
I intentionally blinded myself to reality
You control all my emotions
You have dominance over my feelings
Something like that should be a sin
Having such control should be morally wrong
I never knew exactly what I felt
I was unsure about my emotions
Maybe I just needed a distraction
Perhaps I sought a diversion from reality
Shouldn't have fallen for your soft dark skin
I shouldn't have been attracted solely based on superficial aspects
But should'ves, would'ves, couldve's, never help
Regrets and hypotheticals don't change anything
Now I gotta get high every time I try to feel
I resort to substances to numb my feelings
Something inside, think I'm broken I won't heal
I feel emotionally fractured and incapable of healing
They say it's gonna be alright, just pretend that it's not real
Advice to pretend that the situation isn't genuine to cope
No time for regret
No space in my life for feeling sorry about past actions
So, I guess I was desperate
Perhaps I acted out of extreme neediness
Feeling unloved, and lonely
Feeling unloved and isolated
I forced myself to have those blinded eyes
I willingly chose not to see the truth
Consciously lied to myself
Consciously deceived myself
I fell in love with a made up version of you in my head
I fell for an idealized version of you that I created mentally
And I forced myself to have those blinded eyes
I deliberately blinded myself to reality
Doesn't justify all your lies
Your lies cannot be justified
My blinded eyes
My refusal to see the truth
This is where our love dies
This is the end of our love
So, I guess I was desperate
Possibly acted out of extreme neediness
Feeling unloved, and lonely
Feeling unloved and isolated
I forced myself to have those blinded eyes
I willingly chose not to see the truth
So, I guess I was desperate
Possibly acted out of extreme neediness
Feeling unloved, and lonely
Feeling unloved and isolated
I forced myself to have those blinded eyes
I willingly chose not to see the truth
Consciously lied to myself
Knowingly deceived myself
I fell in love with a made up version of you in my head
I fell for an idealized version of you that I created mentally
And I forced myself to have those blinded eyes
I deliberately blinded myself to reality
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